:: somewhere over the rainbow ::

korea!

2010-01-19T04:48:00.000-08:00

haha. speaking about holiday. i think nothing can be compared to travelling with ur best friend. haha. now i know why ppl go for honeymoon. bcos travelling can really allow u to know the other person better. haha. totally!

i went to korea with vivien, together w my bro, my friend, my mum n my mum's best friend. n its was truely a memorable trip :) i loved to mak gu li. the 89 degree drop roller coaster ( which vivien totally freaked out ) the stupid korean boys that tried to flirt us using f*ck and shit (thts the only english they know) haha. shopping at dong dae mun. shopping n eating in hongkong. laughing at nothing. being crazy at a place no one knows us. n many many more! haha.

as a picture speaks a thousand words.. pls just enjoy some of the photos.

as vivien was too afraid. i had to play this spinning thing alone. lol! n im too tired to upload.. :P ppl! just view my FB everything's up there ^^

i dont miss u

2009-12-06T18:22:00.000-08:00

i dont miss u. i miss who u used to be..

this quote is so true. haha. i miss who u used to be. alot. n 1 fine day when u decided to return to who u used to be. i will too ^^

grown up

2009-11-24T07:05:00.000-08:00

wow. my last post was in april..

well, this is the last time im gonna blog about unhappy stuff. erm, firstly i'd like u guys to know that, im actually someone with really low confidence. no matter how confident i appear. haha. n im no longer ashame of it. i will start learning how to express myself. becos suffering in silence is too painful.

alot of stuff happened these few months. i've tasted betrayal, been hurt, felt inferior, seen through, picked up, n woke up. haha. im fine now, n i'd like to thank those who hurt me. bcos it made me grow up. haha i mean, because of this, i will know how to face challenges in future. :) n i treasure all of u! sincerely. i am not angry nor upset. im grateful.

everyone know how much i liked him. im not gonna deny this. haha. but well, perhaps its blessing in disguise. like wat val said. perhaps god wants me to bump into him, to learn tht the world isnt as fairytale as i thought it is. n sometimes, i just dont get things my way. i do feel upset, that im so badly portrayed. but i've done watever i could. n explaining will just make me look like im trying to cover up. if u've trusted me enough, nothing can affect u. right? :) lol

u've taught me well. thank u.

after so much, i've seen who r my true friends n i thank god i have them. life would be so terrible if i hadnt have them. ^^

cheryl, though we've been through sour n conflicts. u're always my sister. i love u! even when u're fierce n bossy~ i still like u. haha. im glad i had u.
val! haha i love u. no words can be used to describe this bond i hv w u ^^ n thank u. for picking me up, putting up w my nonsense. u made a great difference in my life. u helped me alot, in alot of levels. n we're born bakers. woot.
tsunhao! sorry for being so bitchy around u. i cant help it i dunno y. u're really my very good friend i wont forget u for life.
kevin n jose. i'll regret my life if i hadnt been ur neighbour, ur sis, ur friend.

vivien! :)

choir syf cum step down

2009-04-21T04:27:00.001-07:00

okays.. its been a long n hard time. there had been ups n downs, happiness n disappointments. n today, 21/4/09 is the official date we step down as choir committee 09'. we've passed the "bathone" our new president - shu yi together with our vp - felicia. i believe in them, n tht choir will be better in their hands ><

firstly.. i'd like to apologise to everyone, for being so bratty, strict, fierce and over demanding. im not a smart person to start with, n thts all i know tht works to push choir better coz i've always believed tht TK n RGS would definately coz us to be marked down. but in anyways, we didnt achieve what we wanted, but its ok. coz WE KNOW WE HAVE IT! n its only the matter of time till we prove it. so jia you!!

haha. enjoyed the last night. making the sec 3s get adrenaline rush.. n we took lots of photographs. which isnt w me but wheee!!

my sec 2s.. though clara, u rly make me vr vr vr angry sometimes. its gd to have u ^^

sec 1s. the quiet yet not quiet ones. haha

i LOVE my sec 3s :) wendy unglam!! haha

dont ask me what is val doing.. i dunno

purple lollipop!! val gave it to me to cheer me up :) hehe. too bad guys, dont be jealous

10th anniversary :)

2009-04-12T06:33:00.000-07:00

WOAW!!! guys. can u believe it? vivien n i had been best friends for a DECADE! yups. i know. my poor ten years of my life. haha. but yea.. its marvelous isnt it? :) its on the 7th april. haha why 7th april.. coz we were kinda chatting as usual one fine day n was wondering which was the exact date we became best friends. but it was so long ago so we obviously forgot n decided to make it tht day when we had tht conversation. which was -- 7th april

unfortunately.. we were both not free on the 7th... :( thus, we went out on sat! to celebrate our 10th anniversary..

this is what we did..

we exchanged gifts!! n its the same. wo men de mo qi shi zai de!!

her gift to me..

my gift to u!!

had lunch.. :P

had coffee after lunch

bought bread. i love it!!

i love juices.

she's high when she sees FOOD!

TADA. a photo speaks a thousand words. i enjoyed myself.. ^^

scolding meanly

2009-02-03T03:36:00.000-08:00

ok this post is dedicated to this pair of sisters. im gonna make it really straight n direct and mean. to the both of you.

number one. today's orientation ( its fun, i'll post this another day) i told the whole choir clearly to bring extra shirts and under garments 3 times! so its not my fault tht u didnt bring n say tht im evil making u play. coz it ur fault being irresponsible. n stop complaining about being allergic towards mama lemon or whatsoever. so is val, n myself. my leg is peeling now, ok?

also, if ur sister always do not sing out, and sings wrongly frequently.. why are u blaming me for being idiotic or whatsoever, coz im not doing any personal attack. i tell others the same way if they sing out of tune too. so it is unfair for u to go around complaining about me n blah. saying tht i'm xin li bian tai or whatever.

if u are so unhappy with me as a sec one.. i wont mind if u quit now, coz we wont be able to work together anyways. especially when ure in my section now. im serious. if u sincerely think tht vanessa is super bad n super evil and always scold us coz she menopause or whatsoever, then why bother looking at me?

im really saying this vr frankly coz i cant stand the way u influence and brian wash the rest of the sec ones. i am not doing this coz i wanna have a good reputation or whatever. but have u thought of it? if u keep telling the whole choir this, will the juniors still listen to me? im really blogging this openly coz i wanna let the both of u know. in ur face. :) dont u think tht u guys are a little too da pai. n u're being a little too proud as a sec one?

haha sorry tht wasnt a post. tht was just something i wanna tell some people but it'll be too mean if i say this face to face n they'll think tht im threatening n create some big hooha again. dont understand they're thinking seriously. haha wth.. yups i know tht was mean n evil, but seriously.. i couldnt find another way n if i say it too nicely.. won't it be ..... ? lol. yups besides tis kind of choir politics. we had our " camp" today and it was fun. but painful. i was in charge of tht flour bubble pool again lol. n i played with the last group!! lol. which is felicia's. i hope they didnt take unglams of me. coz i was seriously vr vr unglam. hope the rest didnt see me too :( n i glided in tht pool, together with those soap and flour lol. my leg is peeling!! ouch LOL~ yups.. i'll post again soon~

choir. freak!!

2009-01-14T02:51:00.000-08:00

haha hihi its been really long since i last blogged. anyways. yup. life's been really... i dunno what to say. n my CCA! ahhh! i feel like quiting choir. seriously.. i dont wanna go for SYF like this. haha if the juniors heck care till this state. i dont see why should we spend so much time n effort on them.

the SYF is not for us seniors.. i really hope my juniors will understand this. SYF is not for us. its for u guys. its for ur status in GESS. if u guys dont do well the school will not care about u guys anymore. we are going to step down soon. its not gonna affect us. but why do we care so much? it's because we dont want our hardwork to go down the drain. n we dont wanna let our seniors down.

but what have u guys done? u guys have no more interest in choir. its obvious. u guys dont like singing n find choir practice a chore. if its this case why come for training? there is no point. why join SYF? im not trying to be a wet blanket. nor am i some saddist tht loves demoralizing u guys. but u guys gets too proud too easily. for the HK trip, miss khor praised u guys in front of the Yusof Isak n Queens n u guys get all big headed. but u ask urself there are so many schools out there n also, were we really tht good tht day? or its just a way ms khor wants to motivate the rest? besides. the seniors were there to back us up.

the school is realistic. really. if we dont show them any results we are going to suffer. we worked so hard for the past few years and for once the school is starting to be nice to us. so pls! dont let the seniors down. i mean my seniors. n for urself. :)

haha. hai. woo i've let it all out. lol yesterday;s practice was what the heck. haha. my president wrote a script to scold them?! n she cried. n when i took over i expected those very guilty and sorry faces but what i saw was heck care faces. they dont care, n they cant be bothered. which striked to me.. they lost interested in choir already. the others told me to scold to punish. but it doesnt work. being nice to them is worste. so its like.. both soft and hard ways wont work anymore.. i tried motivating them a little.. trying to let them not hate choir tht much. but... there's no point. i stood there like a clown. asking a same question for 7 times, and i had no response. all i want is a simple yes or no. talking to them is worste then talking to the wall. at least when i talk to the wall i hear my echo. but to them. its blank faces and nothing else. it makes us really really really vr pek cek. gahh

what the hell here i go again. ok yups. i should not care anymore. haha my CCA's gonna stop one day.. but my O's will follow me for life. haha. its a really bad day today coz i lost something really really precious to me.. :'( haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. but yups. im ok n im happy. my dog's coming on sat. i've decided to call it.... CHOCO! :)

GIDDY GIDDY GIDDY

2008-12-02T22:18:00.000-08:00

GIDDY GIDDY GIDDY :(

haha i really hate packing my luggage especially when half n above arent my stuff. haha i know im selfish but it really sucks. i am known for having low blood pressure n i have to bend down n stand up n bend down n stand up to pack all the clothes n toys my mum wants me to bring back. for my niece haha. SUPER GIDDY. i bend down n pack in 3 clothes. stand up. giddy giddy giddy n faint on my bed. rest a while, put in something else. n faint again. wa!! there's no progress at all. haha. i hate it lol. i spent 1 hour packing nothing. which is super unproductive! lol haha.

anyways. haiiiiiii. n wheee im going back tmr. alone again! damn it man. i hate taking the airplane alone. luckily Mr Phoon lent me some books which i can read ^^ hope i can bang into someone i know this time round. like how i banged into li bin previously. haha coz trust me. taking the plane alone is the most boring thing ever, there wont be anyone to talk to u.

so yea. i think i should go. n pack my choir clothes n shoes into my bag now.. n the freakingly huge soft toy tht took up 1/2 of my luggage capacity lol.

see ya!

P.S : damn it man! i missed zhu yun's dinner. haha nvm come back then eat. da gege!! dont forget u promised :)

korean craz again?

2008-11-28T21:44:00.000-08:00

haha new recommendations? lol. JARED!! u can watch epic high next month ><

FAMILY OUTING - RAIN!! vivien showed me this. n i couldnt stop laughing! haha. click on the button beside the volume to allow captions =) its the english subtitle... ><

choir re-group

2008-11-25T05:18:00.000-08:00

hi hi =)

haha. firstly i was so happy the whole of yesterday night when i opened my inbox lol. n today i found my lost textbooks in school. choir was good i mean my section. we have re-grouping :S ok i shall talk about tht later haha.so yup today was a happy day coz most of the stuff went smoothly n i found my books!! :D haha val hyuk kee n sharon came to play pool n dai dee lol. val won money. i lost a little but sharon lost the most lol. i know its not right to gamble lol. we play 10 cents stuff haha.

so yup! choir~ choir is going to HK on the 8. n im not really sure about the temperature then though. but it wont be warm so i kept scaring them n make them bring more clothes lol. coz we're planning to wear the choir gown to sing?! thts crazy. trust me we'll all became ice sticks before we can sing the second song. the wind will kill all of us! haha

so we had audition today. n when val n i sang. wth we were horrible. haha after listening to all the juniors sing lol. it was our turn n i dunno what happened. i sounded as if im slaughtering chickens. haha

audition was ok. lol but i heard tht alot of juniors complain about me :S they say i affected them alot coz of my face?! wth. haha i didnt even give any expression k? i just concentrated on listening n writing down stuff. i wasnt the one giving reactions lo. haha they say tht my no expression face is vr scary~ so sad!!! so when i dont have any exoression im actually dao? :'( omg. haha but if i smile throughout the 20 audition my jaw will drop eh! n hyuk kee said tht he thinks tht i look scary when i have no expression?! wth haha.

anyway, many of them were quite unhappy about the new grouping esp sop 2. but actually they are not under power. we have 6 in sop 1 n 6 in sop 2. if the sop 2s think that they are un evenly scattered. actually they arent. we grouped them according to their voices as in which range are they most suitable and also their volume.. besides the sec 2s will become sec 3s next year. which means they'll become seniors! so there;s no such thing as there is not enough seniors in sop 2. also.. we will graduate. so what happens if we graduate? haha its this long term thing. n if they think sop 1 will be over powered. we have vr soft voices too. n sop has stronger ones too k? sharon n felicia? u guys are loud. so have faith in urself. dont be upset le. n those tht got into alto from sops. maybe singing a lower key will be better for u? maybe u do sound brighter n nicer when its lower just tht u didnt realize? :)

besides wendy n the others aint back yet. plus the sec 1s next year. this is the best way to even it out. for SYF =) so when the next batch of sec 1 comes in. there will be even seniors, n good seniors with tone colour tht they will take after? haha. so im really sorry to everyone tht has to be seperated from ur friends.. :( u can make new ones! :) n besides, by trying this new section u might discover tht u are actually more suitable for this range of voice and sound even better! :D haha. dont worry about being seperated from ur friends. ITS OK! u can concentrate more during practice n catch up tht! see? haha. ><>

n the SYF set piece is not tht bad. really. the timing is not a problem. just count it in ur heart :) n pitch. we'll all do fine. so dont lose faith. n dont be afraid of doing it. coz if we restrict ourselves, the more we wont succeed :P lol. haha GAMBATE! go choir. lets chiong!! haha

blahhhh.. sorry for crapping today. im high lol. really really high. i found my lost textbooks! whee. n itenary is out! so all the stuff tht made me vex this few days are gone!!><>

ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!! i love u guys~

im free again!

2008-11-21T05:22:00.000-08:00

Photos of my lab attachment! :D

me, bren, zhou ting ( zhu shi ye) , lucy ( shi fu )

pic of us n our master haha :)

my shi fu n i haha she's actually vr pretty in person ^^

fitting the vr small pipette tips into the box. haha tedious yea?

yes! a completed box :D

a small little part of the many pipette boxes we filled.

the membrane being washed by the auto shaking machine. haha. it gives me sea sick

the dyed samples. its concentration can be tested via its colour by a machine =) n this was the experiment i screwed up :(

bren loading the samples for PCR

one fifth (or maybe less than) of the many boxes we filled.. haha

running western blot =) it uses the the positive n negative charge of electricity, to move the cell proteins ( - charge ) down the gel, the proteins will then seperate according to size. the smallest bellow =)

pipetting 5 ml of SDS for TBST ^^

bren using the TBST to wash the membranes =)

me filling the pipette tips haha trust me. its a tiring job :p
=

haha sorry for the emo-ness the other day lol. stressed out.

anyway. my lab attachment ended!! wheee. but on the other hand i feel sad =( i really like my attachee lucy >< n the other jie jies. haha they are nice. n we had fun filling pipette tips for them =) n i enjoyed the cheers we get for being efficient haha. now tht its over... i feel empty lol. and a little relieved coz im stressed free maybe? :p hee

anyway. lab attachment was fun n tiring n i really gained alot of knowledge =) maybe. for at least i know what is western blot n real time PCR now lol. n i know how to function the pipette well. make TBST fill in pipette tips efficiently? :p lol. n getting the pellets, scraping n harvesting the cells.

the exoerience we had at the dark room was classic. =) haha n the cold room. its at 4 degrees. n there'll be smoke if u look carefully at ur breath lol. i wore short pants into it. wooo haha lol. it was really nice n i'd really wanna thank everyone in the lab ^^ sorry for causing trouble n being so clumsy. i really gained alot =) haha

Lucy especially. she was my attachee haha. i always feel as if im bullying her. coz im the typical yue bang yue mang ppl u can find on earth lol. n zhou ting =) our zhu shi ye! haha she shares the same love for korean singers like big bang! haha u have no idea how happy tht made me :p yup thts about it.

im happy again. n i promise to enjoy my holidays until school starts again! gahhhh. i am really sorry n guilty for not doing all my homework. i dont think i'll be able to face Mr Lim next year. but i really wont be able to do my work now. so i'f rather enjoy myself as much as i can n put in 120% of hard work next year, i'll be super attentive n hand in my homewrok on time. i promise! but for now............ mia ne. cheong mai miane!

tired of life

2008-11-18T05:51:00.000-08:00

i am sick and tired of my life. sorry i really need to vent before i go crazy.. really.

here i am going to NUS everyday early in the morning. work in the lab n stand till my knee hurts n go home at night. everyday. its true i learnt alot. which im really happy about. i love science. but after i screwed this experiment of 1 week of hard work. i feel different. n seriously. its really tiring. i cant even sleep properly. i have no time for myself. I DIDNT SKIP CHOIR ON PURPOSE. OK?

im already tired over the attachment n here it is. RESPONSIBILITY. my CCA, yes i agree tht i might be irresponsible not going in for choir for 2 weeks. at the time we're about to go to HK. but my attachment was confirmed so long ago n i clearly told her tht i'll be gone for 2 weeks. just take it as im overseas. n she said ok?!

n now. becoz she cant handle it or whatsoever. she's pushing all the blames n responsibilities to me. whatever! i dont care. i dont even bother explaining nor talking to ppl. she complains tht she has no one to talk to. but she didnt even try. n when miss khor speaks loudly its not called scolding. thts just the way she speaks. she've been like tht since im P2. i know everyone hates me now. but im too tired. im sorry ppl. its not like im doing it on purpose. its not like im pon-ing choir. its different.

if it wasnt me. will ppl get so worked up? if they were to just take it as im overseas? what does it mean tht vanessa is in charge of choir this week? when vanessa is officially on lab attachment then. i understand how stressful life can get sometimes. i get stressed out too ok? we're all the same. im trying my best to do my part. im tyring my freaking best to learn up the songs on my own. so tht i wont be tht lost when i get back.

i know i sound really bad now. but i dont care. i am tired of making ppl not dislike me. i just wanna rest. i am sick of homework sick of explaining sick of telling ppl its not my fault im sorry n whatsoever....

i need to go back to hong kong. why am i still here? im really sorry for being such a bitch tonight. i just needed to blast. haha. sorry about tht. but is there anyone out there who understands me? coz im really miserable now.

vii's chart for the top 10 cutest guys

2008-11-08T19:04:00.000-08:00

WELCOME!!! today.. i'll be sharing w u guys. my chart for the top 10 cutest guys ><>

TOP!! from big bang :) haha he is really charming and his voice is awesome!! haha.

Ruan Jing Tian.. everyones prince charming after fated to love you ><

bosco.. he has this really cute personality. although he is quite cocky sometimes :S

dae sung!!!! ahhhhh haha. his character is super cute!! haha seriously u'll love him after family outing :) n he doesnt style his hair!! which makes him more style n cute. haha i dunno y but i have this love for guys tht doesnt style their hair. i think they look nicer tht way lol.

tae yang!! he has super small yet charming eyes haha. which makes him cuter :) guys w small eyes are cute ^^

Say tht he's not cute.. n DIE!!!! hahahahahhahah

waaaa i dont think anyone can say tht he isnt cute..

hyun bin.. must i eleborate? :) hehe

ex- dao ming si.. current dong fang xiang. lol haha.

haha TADA!! i know there's only 9 :p the 10th has all the criteria of the above ppl. :) n he isnt a celebrity >< haha. lol.

bruise!!

2008-11-07T18:07:00.000-08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhh my leg is horrible. lol. yup i know its disgusting. sorry. but it hurts like hell. haha lol. anyway... val n ppl came to visit me yesterday :) yeah! haha it was so nice of them. but it'll be nicer if they warned me. haha. i was playing dai dee with my father n bro n they suddenly came :p i was super unglam k? haha. n he walked in n i scream!!! lol haha. mu father laughed. but ya. i was totally shocked. but im really happy he came =) n of course jared n ppl >< the 5 10 15 was fun.

n ohh. i realize something recently. haha i really dont like petty guys :p haha. i dunno why lol. n ppl like to take what i say negatively right? :( haha haiiiiiiii
but its really my mouth. when i say something tht sounds bad. i really dont mean it k? lol nvm. oh n when ppl think tht i always act cute, its just tht they havent see the man side of me. trust me. haha. wait till i fight w hyuk kee. they'll know. lol

concussion

2008-11-06T22:01:00.000-08:00

yup :) tht is my head. n yup it is bleeding. haha i fainted in the toilet this morning while getting ready to go to school. n all of a sudden i fainted on the floor. haha it just black out n i dont really remember much. i only remember waking up, found myself in the toilet n crawled out. n i was still vr vr giddy then lol haha.

my dad told me tht i called his hp for help. haha but i remember smsing someone. i wasnt sure. i remember my mum blowing my hair though. but i dont remember anything. i couldnt tell the difference between dream n reality. i remember dreaming tht my parents were beside me screaming tht the pillow has blood or something like tht. but tht was what happened. but when i remember texting val or something, i didnt message them at all. lol haha they say its called short term memory lost. woaw. haha. but ya i fainted n banged my head n thighs. so now my leg is swallon n my head has blood. :(

went to the doctor at around 9 plus 10. n my mum didnt go w me. she flew back to HK -.- when i just fainted. how nice. in anyway.. yup went to the doctor. he said tht there might be slight concussion but i can stay at home. so i didnt go to the hospital. but he kept repeating all the things to look out for like 20 times. just in case i dont remember -.- my blood pressure was like 90/55!! the nurse was like wa! haha lol. funny. anyway yup. it was a scary experience and i know im very calm. haha my dad's freaking out though. stayed at home. n i cant even wash my hair nor lie down. coz the wound hurts :(

n im down with a month's medication for the nerves whatever thingy. its for my brain. to help stop or prevent internal bleeding or somethign like tht. so lets just hope tht i'll become smarter after eating it :)

dedicated to jared..

2008-11-02T01:00:00.000-07:00

haha hihi this post is dedicated to JARED!!! >< im so happy. haha welcome jared. for joining the love for big ban and wonder girls.. =) these are a few of their songs which vivien recommended me and i loved it. hope u guys like it too :)

one thing i like about big bang its tht all of their songs are catchy n their MV has stories. so its like listening to good songs + watching short movies. haha i cried watching haru haru. its really good..

Last For One

2008-11-01T02:50:00.000-07:00

I REGRET NOT GOING TO VIVO WITH VIVIEN SIM!!!! DAMN IT!!!!

Whatever.. they recognise vivien, she can speak and understand korean.. thye chatted. maneger wanted to get her number~ WHATEVER!!! ahhhhh.. :'( TAKE PHOTO WITH MY BOYFRIEND!! FINE hmmmm haha.. damn it. im so upset n pissed and i regret soooo much.

ok this is what happens... vivi n i went to novena today to shop. but by a pleasant accident. LAST FOR ONE was there too. they are the best b boys in the world. they've won many many awards. i watched them perform at explanade. its called b boys and the ballerina. if u guys heard of it. they're really really good. n they're cute. haha zero-nine n my boyfriend. woo haha this is the video of their performance :)

yup so after tht there was a photo taking session. vivi n i were 2nd in the Q :) hehehe i took twice haha. the guy next to me is my boyfriend (Jun Hyo Min) :)we look so good together yea? yup i know. thanks ><

so yea. we kinda interacted so i keep screaming at them in korean :p and their manager actually filmed vivi n i :) he took the video cam and ask us to say a few words to last for one. so we screamed into the cam lol. the whole mall was looking at us but what the heck. they hugged me. haha i hugged my boyfriend. n he shaked my hand. coz i said i really love him alot in korean n he said thank u vr vr politely. but vivi had better dai yu. coz she's a cheater. she started confessing even before taking the photo so everyone hugged her. n after tht she said thank u in korean n everyone turn around n bow to her!!!!!!!!!!! what the helllllllll :'( i wanna cry le

after tht. they had another performance at vivo. but i didnt go. vivien went. n they recognised her. n she use all the skills n in the end they ask her to join them eh. as in wave their hands and ask her over. WTH! n she went over. she took a photo with my boyfriend FACE to FACE. coz she zi pai. n the whole group started to chat w her. in korean n she replied them in simple korean n english. WTH she sat at the backstage n chat w them eh!! WTH n they even tease her with the youngest member after they found out she's 15!! -.-.... n they asked her to hug zero-nine. n she act cute n say cannot in korean. good la! as in wa... very difficult to put it in words. so unfair. vivi is sooo lucky :( as in they were really chatting n they're vr nice to her. damn it. they chat n tease n stuff. in korean somemore. good la vivien. can act cute. can understand korean, can speak korean.... :'( i wanna cry. haha hyuk kee!! tuitor me korean from today onwards!!!

n the manager (obviously recognizes her) wanted her hp number. but his hp rang so they all gotta go for the next show. FREAK!!!!!!!!!! i really should have went w her. stay at home for what?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!!!

I REGRET I REGRET I REGRET!!!

2008-10-27T00:21:00.000-07:00

beijing trip

2008-10-26T17:26:00.000-07:00

hihi guys... im back!!! haha i took alot alot of photos so i guess i'll have to post it on the next post haha lol. go on facebook =) i love the scenery there.

haha the trip was awesome coz the main point of me going was to see see. so yup i did.n im really happy. but maybe i didnt apply enough cream or the weather there was too dry. my face is peeling now, haha n its red.. which makes me a red monkey now :( lol.... n the static made my hair look horrible. haha

ok in beijing... my host.. they were really nice but maybe bcoz its a single parent family so many things arent as nice as i thought it would be. but it made me realize not everyone is as fortunate as we are n we should really treasure what we have now n be contented =) lol! im like doing my reflection haha. so yea. basically my host n her mum were very nice to me n i really miss them haha i promised myself i wont cry but damn it. haha i kinda just flush all my tears n ran onto the bus n FORGOT TO PASS HER THE PRESENT AND THE CARD!!!! damn it.......... haha i hate my memory.

haha so yup. i was really glad i went to beijing with this bunch of ppl. haha they are all fun funny n interesting n maybe.. a little sick haha. Gavin is cute, Benedict is awesome!! haha if he was taller he'd be one of the cutest guys :) trust me. lol. the girls like rachel feline n ppl were nice to hang out with n even the quieter ones like huiwen n jocelyn are super cute. haha once u talk them it'll be classic. haha. guan yuan is...... erm.... haha like my bro i shall post their photographs ltr lol. not just looks hight figure but character as well!!! haha i thoght i could get rid of my bro for like a week but apparently......... T_T haiiiii

n yup theres a guy from Siglap thats called eric as well. haha it was quite funny. coz for the whole trip i'll keep hearing eric eric eric. so it was.......... -.- lol haha i didnt manage to make any friends w the siglap ppl. coz yea. i just didnt lol. it was good enough w my own gessians.. ><

guan yuan

my bro....

going to beijing

2008-10-19T06:37:00.000-07:00

hey guys =) yup i didnt post for quite some time. i was really busy w the beijing stuff n choir as well. lol. sat was a really busy for me n i think i lost 3 kg. haha i ran around school for the beijing rehearsal n choir. lol. i ran around as in.. from the i studio (4th floor) to Mr Chan ( 1st floor ) to the music room ?(3rd floor) back to i studio ( 4th floor) n to the music room......... so on..

lol n after tht, i walked to vivien's house from GWC, which is erm. 4 bus stops away =) i counted haha. so in the end i fainted on her bed. we watched family outing ( classic ) ate n went out again. haha. by the time we reached home our legs werent ours anymore. it didnt felt like it. lol

ok.. horrible english. im sorry. i cant form sentences today. sooo.. went k box last fri =) was really really happy. haha n im reallllyyyy impressed by tsun hao. u guys should hear him sing. haha he really sound good lol. tsun hao! if u ever feel like joining choir.. i've reserved a seat for ya! ><

esther can sing too.. =) but she dont dare to sing out loud. :( so in the end val n i hogged the mic. but i sang alot of songs. so val didnt get to sing :( sorry val. haha .. but it was really funny n fun

im going to beijing tmr night. 1 am!!!!!!!!!! n i have to go sch tmr morning. i'll reach beijing on tues morning n go to their sch which means tht i wont get to sleep for a day!! lol lucks to me.. haha

val's rabbit died today :( she was really sad.. haiiii.. haha poor rabbit. i wont get to feed him anymore :(

unfair

2008-10-07T05:30:00.000-07:00

damn it!!!! my cousin took a photo with da s :( SO UNFAIR.. i wanna take a photo w her too.. i think she's really pretty =)

random pic

2008-10-04T10:07:00.000-07:00

haha im posting this random picture.. out of boredom. since bio and those tht require me to memorize is over.... i feel as if exam ended haha. lol

second row : (from the left) lisanth, aefy, Mr tan, sultan, win, wei sheng
front row : (from the left) sritam, ashwath, harris , eric =) thts all!

i think im really bored and its 1 now

life

2008-10-01T03:24:00.000-07:00

who posted tht photo?...

im feeling unsafed... lol haha anyway. i had been day dreaming in class for alot alot of days. n i dunno y. i just cant pay attention n my friends are outcasting me. hmmmm fine. lol. but i made alot alot of dollies n cushions these few days. im adicted.

its a holiday today.. not wisely spent. :( no matter how much i sleep my dark rings are still vr bad! i dunno y!!! bill n ppl said tht my dark rings vr bad :( wei qi thinks tht i never sleep for 2 weeks. TXY say 4 days. ahhhhhh but i slept at 9 the previous night. omg.. :( joel lim ask me to buy the panda stick to remove dark rings. is it tht horrible?!!!!! wo bu xiang huo le. wo D ma ya.

oh i'd like to apologise to my da gege!!!! im sorry for forgetting to send u the notes n not waking u up(which isnt my job) but still.. im sorry!! stop hating me :'(

n yea. he has a girlfriend. n the freakish thing is tht tht girls like almost exactly the same things as me. woo haha. poor thing. another girl had zhong zhao. wa. my mouth is so irritating im gonna burn in hell. :p

vivien n i chat for 2 1/2hrs on the phone last night. it was really nice haha. we chat abt primary school stuff. primary sch crushes n i kinda realize i was quite a brat in pri school. sorry guys. i mean those i scolded orwhatever. haha sorry for being a brat. i hope this isnt too late. :)

haha im going crazy again!!!!! alot of stuff happened today.. hai
n he is having a tummy ache :( poor thing yea? i agree.. i dont like the bacterials.. hope they'll die off soon. haha yup thts all. jays album is erm.. yea. i like the previous ones more :(

first teddy bear!

2008-09-27T08:38:00.001-07:00

yeah haha. i feel so accompliahed =) i made my very first teddy bear! its not those tht u buy n add on. but totally hand made. haha

i bought the stuff n did it all by myself. from the designing to the cutting of cloth. the sewing of design.. the sewing of shape. the stuffing of neon. the joing of parts.. everything everything. haha i spent one whole day on it =) my eyes are like whew.. n my fingers have alot alot of holes on it now :p hee. but im happy =) gave one to my mummy. i made 2.

vivien thinks its ugly. but ya fine. its meant to be like tht. coz its like an alien. so i dont think alien looks really pretty so yup =) i think its cute!

yup its late. night ppl. i cant wait to see val's hair.. u'll know why ><

kawaii?? i made them =) the two dolls of me. which i spent a day on!

jay!!! X)

2008-09-26T21:15:00.000-07:00

YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JAY'S ALBUM IS COMING OUT >.<
anyway his album is gonna be out soon. quite excited on the songs but i prefer his old lu xian. those qing ge than the qing kuai ones now. haha coz its like nan quan mama.. but yea. he's good at magic!!! i wanna learn!! lol hyuk kee taught me a few. which i succeeded in one~ ><

exam is coming who cares. haha but im studying already. recently i studied n gave the sec 2s tuition. giving them tuition is the best way of revising.. lol

n damn it... he likes her. :( haha.. hai. bren n i realized tht he keep looking at her in class n they laugh n talk alot together. even the other her thinks tht he likes her :( sian... haha (U) so yup. its time for me to really let things down n go on. lol

i cried during the grad ceremony coz of the music n stuff. it was just vr emotional. n i started thinking of alot of stuff. haha i just felt like crying. im crazy. trust me.n they thought i was crying over him or something. -.- but na.. i wasnt haha. bill n sharon esp.. i really wasnt haha.

so yup.. going out now. oh. n recently da gege n ppl had been studying =) felt really proud of them. esp jared. :) good luck yea? i think u'll do well. lol. erm. yea.. by any chance, does anyone here know how to get over someone? coz id been trying reallyyyyy hard but failing quite badly~ :( kambate vii!! x)

couple scandal!! :O

2008-09-17T01:30:00.000-07:00

haha we had 3 free periods today n i didnt do any work. i was chatting w bren coz she was a little stress over some family stuff n we happened to realize. dont u ppl greet ur parents when u go home or when they come home? shouldnt u say daddy or hi mummy when they step in? i thought its like a tian jing di yi thingy.. LOL

haha i was so shocked tht some of them actually call their parents by their name!!! :O western influence.. but ya. isnt it rude? i think my dad will slap me across my face if i do tht. lol n if i dont greet him i think he'll just stand in front of me until i say something. weird.

haha so we had this conversation n it was really fun.. =) i always think tht its like a natural n a must thing to respect ur parents =) we chinese are chinese no matter what k? so we should keep our tradition. n like the san zhi jing..苟不教，性乃迁。教之道，贵以专。see? our ancestors made so much sense. gahhhhh im crappy today.

omg!!!! haha lol. ok hmmm for this post i will be exposing all the darkest secrets of couples u'd never expect them to be! LOL. joking.. what i'll be posting is NOT TRUE. but its funny though =)

#1- exposure.. BRUCE n VAL?!?!?!?!!??! *sorry rhee*

#2- up next.. ERIC n JOON GUAN!!! eric's the male n JG is his gf -.-

#3- CHERYL TARE n JARED YEO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wonder why did jared come in to our class...

given up..

2008-09-16T01:19:00.000-07:00

hai. im down with a vr heavy flu which sucks.. *ah chew*.. the only good thing is tht i get to pon school. but the bad thing is tht im rotting at home... val n ppl dont like to reply to my text. fine~

hmmm.. this morning when i was brushing i choked on my toothpaste n i spit this lump of blood thingy n i freked out. TOTALLY! its like.. scary. but my dad says its ok. i means im recovering its just phlegm thts infected coz my throat is bleeding tht why its bloody so yea. i'll have to trust him =) it was scary lol

hmm n guess what? haha i'd been slacking on my bed n thinking alot. n i was kinda wondering. y am i making myself feel so miserable? haha lol liking someone should be something happy but yea.. i always thought tht since im leaving after sec 4 i should enjoy myself now n do whatever i want before i gotta leave n regret for life. thts y im so daring. but bcoz of this it kinda made things between the both of us weird. LOL we cant even be friends now.. so yea. maybe val is right.

i shall take it as nothing happened n forget about whatever possibilities there is n just move on. wait till i leave n when i finally come back after my studies which i will be around 23. i shall look for him again. n see hows life then. lol. or MAYBE~ alternatively i can find this super cute British guy in england n bring him back to make brenda jealous? :D lol. haha im really crappish. blame it on my flu. but in anyway. we are still too young to talk about all these stuff -.- wth. so everyone lets work hard for FYE or in my case PLAY hard before its too late..
lanterns @ the light up festival ms feng brought us to..

an ultimate way to make ur complexion look flawless super strong lighting!!!

my ego~~~

2008-09-12T20:53:00.000-07:00

haha yo guys. have i told u guys tht i wanna be a doctor when i grow up? yup thts my ambition. i wanna be a children's GP. think it will be cool. or maybe a gynecologist. coz i love babies. in anyway. i wanna be in e medical field. BUT!!! yesterday was the 3rd time my science teacher told me to drop science!!! :O :( but i wanna be a doctor! haha lol

the first time was Mr Chan a physics teacher.. n he find me really weird becoz of the way i do my experiment. im stupid fine. but i cant help it. he keep laughing at me n told me not to take physics.. fine. i did anyway.

Next was Mr Tan my chem teacher. i stained my paper with some acid or alkali or whatever its colourless n i dont know wth it is so i thought running it under the tap would dilute it n i did! Mr Tan saw n he couldnt get over me washing my worksheet n he started laughing n asked me not to take science for A levels n tht i will burn down the lab or something. :( he says tht if im in the science field a lab will explode everyday or something... gahhh

n finally yesterday.. we were doing lab assessment. for chem. Mr Tan's lesson.. =) haha i love his lessons its aways fun but yea. the main point is. we were doing experiment n being a really lazy person i dont like to move my apparators up and down the table so yea. the burette was really tall n im really short so i stood on the chair to pour the alkali into it. Mr Tan said it was ok. anyway fitri was worried tht i might fall n topple the whole thing so she told me to move the thing down. but i was lazy so i didnt wanna. in the end lisin told me to as well. so esther said fine lets move it. so we moved it down n did the experiment on the chair...... -.- Mr Tan walked pass n freaked out n called us the ATP. he said its some artie something party. n told me pls pls pls not to take science for A level. (again) haha he said im made for dance music n art. LOL. after the whole thing. we went through the ans as a class. n im so proud of being able to w a vr good source of error. so i went super enthu n jumped over to make him choose me. n he chose so i told him the ans n he said tht it was really impressive tht such an ans came from the Arty group -.- fine~ haha my ego is gone.. but he said tht i can marry this science guy...... so yup. i shall wait for my science guy to appear n be a doctor n prove to them tht vii can make it in science haha before i left i told Mr Tan i love science n he said : forget it la. science is not ur cup of tea........ :(:(:(:(

tada. My Ego is gone...... had choir left early n yea choir dont sound good nowadays. hope the so phage thingy works. n tht do re mi fa so handsign. oh btw, yesterday by fault my conductor actually thought tht i had perfect pitch coz i gave her a so immediately after she said "so". but ya i was actually pitching for it when she gave the altos a "do" so yup. haha by mistake im actually mistaken it was funny. haha

brenda is officially my love rival~~ :( haha

i didnt mean it!

2008-09-10T03:25:00.000-07:00

YO!!! hello~haha its 2 more weeks to our Final Year Exam. n to be frank i havent revised a bit at all.. so i'll most probably fail the end of year. but im just so unmotivated its like. i dont see the point of studying so hard, while i'll end up in the same class anyway. O's is next year. n if i dont enjoy life now, when can i? i dont wanna stress out so early bcoz of a sch examination. haha. im finding an excuse for myself~~~~ :p lots of ppl find me stupid but but but. erm but. u see.. if i slack its a position higher for all of em' in my class~haha lol. hee

oh n regarding the previous post on mickey n friends erm ya. i was really emotional so we shouldnt take what a emotional person's word at heart right? :) erm i didnt mean anything nor any personal attack i swear!! im sorry if i made anyone feel tht way i mean. i didnt post to make ppl feel/ think tht piglet dont like mickey. its not the case.:) i mean they are really nice ppl. i was just emo. i wasnt implying anything.. hehe.

theres a change in our sitting arrangement n OMG!!!! im so bored!! dexing is supposed to be my partner but i scared him off so now im alone. n val, bren, eric n tsun hao are forever having so much fun. its like.... here i am rotting in my seat wanting to die. n behind me i hear gigglings n laughter. n when i turn around bren n val will say nothing n tsun tsun n jaja will just do their work. im so left out. they are pai-ji-ing me~ :( hmmmm fine. dont want me anymore. haha nvm! FYE is coming so our seats will be changed n i wont be outcasted anymore!! :D *i hope*

vii

gave up =)

2008-09-05T21:05:00.000-07:00

I GAVE UP. =) homework is such... a chore. haha i shall give up. not planning to complete them :p rebellious child yea? i know :p no school for me on monday anyway. haiiii. piano exam. wish me luck guys. my psychic power is telling tht im gonna fail. :(
i gave up on EOY too.. i shall fail it. for good progress award maybe? haha the only excuse i can find. i am sooo reluctant to study. wonder what has gotten into me.

should i give up on u too?.. i wish i could. i dont like myself. :(

super happy day :D

2008-09-02T06:32:00.000-07:00

haha. today was a really happy day. except for choir. they werent really serious. i hope they will feel the sense of URGENCY soon! SYF is really coming..

after tht i went to GWC w val n sharon. ate.. n yup went to play tennis.. n hyuk kee forgot to bring val's raquet! so we only had 3. and eric didnt know anyone tht he could borrow from lol. oh ya. on the way to the court. i called my 3 years old niece in HK. its her bday today~n all she said to me was : "who are u" n "oh,bye bye".. wa.... i was so heart broken haha lol. i wanted to jump. n eric told me to jump on the 13th floor -.- more auspicious!! he really want me dead yea?. :(

so we started playing. n im seriously horrible i really cant make it when it comes to sports. so yup in the end he taught me. wa! i was sooooo impressed. he was super patient. LOL he should be the most patient person i've ever seen. no matter how suckish i was he didnt get angry!! :) n i learnt really hard as well..

after tht he played w val n stuff. so hyuk kee n i trained at the side. n hyuk kee got so angry w me! he find me so stupid -.- see? kind n unkind guy. haha but i improved slightly. over tht 45 degree thingy. n he was so proud of me. haha. while val n eric were playing hyuk kee n i were being the ball picker. it was fun. we keep racing across the court whenever they stop. lol. vr vr funny. oh n they were attempting murderer the whole day. val was trying to kill eric by the tennis balls. n hyuk kee was killing me. haha eric got hit alot. :( :(

anyway yup. in the end i tried playing with my coach again. :) n i could u know!!! i was so happy being able to play. but it started raining n somewhat n val gtg.. so yup. we went home~ i was stranded at this bus stop all by myself n it was raining its pouring. wa!!!! scary lol.

so yup tht concludes me day. which im really happy.. :) i feel so accomplished like i finally can play tennis!!! which concludes.val isnt a good coach. lol. shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh pls keep this between the walls k? :) n yup thank u coach. u make a gd one!! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEIBE~ =)

finally blogging

2008-09-01T03:22:00.000-07:00

haha lol. after all the photographs. i've finally decided to blog! as in type. hmmm. lets see

i was really really emotional last night. n yea. chatted w harris, n it was an emo one. so i slept at 2 30am. i know its no big but i have sch the next day. @ 7 30!!! what is called a holiday when i still have to report at 7 30 everyday? :( yea so i wasnt in the right mind the whole of today. watched journey to the centre of the earth. its not bad. it didnt make sense but the chem n phy in it was cool. n the guy is soooo cute. i love him. :) bren will too.

so yea. let's have a little voting here. LOL : to like, or not to like. haha. im not exactly normal.

someone told me. that this guy.. ok lets call him Pluto k? since he came from pluto. so yea. mickey liked pluto.. quite alot. but she knows tht pluto will never consider her. pluto has so many girls liking him. n daisy is one of them. mickey never thought of fighting with daisy or whatever coz mickey believed tht liking is just liking. but somewhat mickey sucks in PR n alot of ppl dislikes her. daisy n her entire clique does for at least. but deep down mickey finds daisy nice n if given the chance, she'd love to make friends w her..

recently, goofy came to mickey, n told her something she didnt really expect. although mickey knew tht piglet didnt like her. as in really dislike. mickey didnt know tht piglet liked pluto as well. which is probably why piglet dislikes mickey tht much but yea. goofy told mickey tht piglet n pluto kinda likes one another. indirectly.. so yup. mickey was shot right in the left corner of her heart n was quite upset, for a while. but somewhat she thought to herself, who is she to be upset. haha lol. mickey has no life nowadays. she can emo becoz pluto ignores her, n she can also be over the moon if pluto is nice. see? she has no life~. haha. thus, mickey decided tht she should just forget it. n treat pluto as a friend. she'll feel better tht way maybe? and she should enjoy the time she spents w pluto if there's any. n forget abt whatever.. but she just couldnt control herself from being/ feeling... its just so difficult this is weird.. mickey hates herself for being so useless n for being soooo.. needy. eww. haha. mickey fears to look desperate.n if she did. trust me she hates herself now. haha lol. is there anyone out there whose willing to find mickey a super rich man n marry mickey off? *so tht she wont have to study anymore? :D *
long long alley

vivi n i photographs

2008-08-29T03:20:00.000-07:00

this is vivien

at the plyground. we setted the self timer. it wasnt an easy task

snap shot

acting as if we just woke up

...

im so proud to be able to do this.

tada..

its gonna rain.

we went high!

haha its 1-5

n this is 6-10

no comments..

the noth of us..

im not good w the com.. sorry

vivien came over today. n we were taking photographs the whole day!! =)
n yup these are a few of the hundred and fifty seven we took =)
at first we took photographs of different themes at the clubhouse.
next we went to the fountain n the pool... to take random stuff..
after tht we got tired n we came up to change into our jamies and took alot alot of photos according to our theme. which is.. to act as if we just woke up. haha we messed up our hair n stuff to look really tired. n it was really fun. so yup.
tada!!i know we're really high. sorry. we love captions..

2008-08-28T06:16:00.000-07:00

lok meh yiyi will kost probably kill me if she sees this.. but yup. im sorry

mummy n i after transworld

transworld..

my favourite aunty~

2008-08-28T06:09:00.000-07:00

aunty nancy..

daddy!!

happy bday mummy!!

homan

parents..

tada!!! this were the photos taken during my mum's bday.. =) 15/8/08

awesome friday

2008-08-22T19:56:00.000-07:00

22/8/08. a day to be remembered. haha lol. friday was a crazy day for me. wayyyyy crazy.
haha. in the morning i did something tht was out of the world. i didnt know where on earth did i get tht courage from.. n it was really crazy n shameless............ :( anyway ya i did it.

next i had my chinese oral. which i suppose was good~ =) my examiner is great. haha

e maths test.... woaw. chapter 7 8 n 9 was tested n val told me only chapter 7 is tested. -.- haha lol. NVM.. haha i think i'll pass.

CHOIR!! i left school at nine yesterday :( im so tired~ :( haha lol. we sounded good so yup. im quite happy. at least we made an impact. hee. also. choir was sabotaged again! the school love doing tht. after we sang the school song they made us read the school creed. n no one knew what to do. so i went : this is our school. n lukily the rest continued. wa!!! this is our school is like the only line im sure of. close one. so yup. nothing much happened recently. it was all SPA n tests n stuff. SO STRESSFUL! n im tired. i need to rest!!....

THE RIGHT SIDE OF MY FACE IS ROTTING!!!! shoot! :(

sentosa

2008-08-17T02:51:00.001-07:00

i took this!! =) love this caption =)

the background is awesome.

nice angle yea?

fountain?

haha. angle of reflection!!

can u see the island?

starting to feel tired...

the bridge~~

this bridge is very very wavy.. haha. nearly puke.

splash!! =)

the sea~~

yeah!!

running. i find it nice.. =)

we're trying to take professional shots..

on the bridge..

mid air~~

emo emo emo

this is how tired we got.....

tada!! tht marks our sentosa trip =) tired tired tired.. haha lol

enjoyed my day~~ happy happy. whee! =)

funny

2008-08-15T21:53:00.001-07:00

haha ok.. to change the mood a little. i came across this photo on my cousin's wedpage. n its really unglam of me but who cares its so well taken haha lol. my niece is sooo cute =) haha oh n my mummy's bday party wanted to post the photos but crap my com couldnt read the card or something so i cant post it... :( anyway.. TADA!!! so cute right? (girls mood swing fast i know)

bird park!! 8/10/2008

2008-08-10T04:19:00.000-07:00

30 m water fall =)

BIRD PARK!! =) haha they're so loving yea? i agree :)

LOVING COUPLE!!!! haha

SEE???? BIG BIG BIRDS!!

Penguins....

the bird can speak!!!!

my new found friend!! haha super cool coz the bird understands me!!! watch carefully =) haha it communicates with me. it sang n danced u know? haha so cute yea?

MICKEY!!!

2008-07-29T03:30:00.000-07:00

LOOK!!!! its a huge huge huge miske mouse. OMG i love it. its soooooo nice. n ok i shall cool down a little. its really very very nice and i dunno what to say n how to express it. but im really really thankful =) thank you harris!!! n of course val. thank you i love it.

n today i kinda found something like ok nvm i just got very happy the whole day. haha.although i know its just me thinking too much. but maybe its val thts giving me hope haha. whether is it the truth, or is it just val n i thinking too much i'd rather continue daydreaming about it. coz it makes me HAPPY!! =) well i kinda realize how much i love to fantasize in my own own whole =) haha but i dont mind coz im really happy even if im only thinking abt it knowing tht it wont come true... hehe

there is a chem n social study test tmr n here i m blogging slacking n packing my bag. =) i'll be going back to hong kong on thurs n will be back in sunday haha i know its a waste of air ticket. but nvm... at least i get to go back. woohoo.

PS: omg i just realized how unglam i look?! but im just too lazy to take another one. super sweaty :p nvm! u guys will remember me as someone prettier than tht photo right? =) :P

Cross Country

2008-07-25T02:13:00.000-07:00

woooo it was our annual x country today!! haha n i came in 19 this yr. which means i improved by 2 person. n my class won the best class award... GOO 3G. we rock =) congrats girls.

n i tried this brisk walk strategy. it means i brisk walk at the front n chiong at the end but i was very tired anyway. n cross country rocks. like it made me realize how i feel n who are my true friends. i was really very touched n i feel much better after today.

it made me realize tht even if there is a bunch of people that dislikes me. i shouldnt be so troubled. coz there's always another bunch of people who will be on my side. it all depends on how i look at it. during the run zhu yun actually accompanied me n because of tht, i didnt stop. can anyone believe this? i didnt walk!! haha i jogged pacing him. thts y i got in 19 if not i think i'll be like erm... 50... 9? 60? haha lol yup so tht made me really very touched n grateful towards him. thank u. haha it was really vr nice of u.

on my way when i passed by the check points my friends cheered me on which made me realize i have friends!!! haha lol yup i was very happy n enlightened suddenly. hwan n fang kai ran back to cheer us on n sharon n bill actually ran the last bit with me just when i was about to give up. so i must really thank the both of u n seriosly u guys are great!! thank u. so in the end although it was really tiring as in very!! 3.6km =.= but it made me learned how important friendship is n it kinda made n realize how stupid i was to care opf whether ppl like me or not. i really enjoyed the run n i'd like to thank all of u tht ran with me n pushing me down the slope which i nearly died. haha lol

n something really ironic happened after tht. all of us ended up crying really badly... well basically cher started crying coz she was vr disappointed with herself n maybe a little angry? but 1 thing im sure she was really sad coz cher is not those tht cry. n wei ting could understand how upset she will feel n she really feel vr bad for cher. hence ting cried. VERY BADLY. val n i therefore brought her to the toilet n console her n in the end valerie cried coz she felt bad for overtaking cher. n because all of them cried i cried!! haha come to think abt it it was really stupid

i just felt so sad at tht point of time i just couldnt control. like i can understand how upset my friends are n i dont want it to be like tht but theres nothing i can do. i even screamed at ameline haha which was mean but she was meaner. after the race she came in 3rd val n cher came in 4 n 5. n she went to them to apologise!! she said : im sorry k? dont be upset but u tried ur best already. like wth. n tht happened before anyone was crying. n she just kept apologising for winning, with tht super sarcastic tone whish makes us feel horrible. she was totally suaning us n she didnt realize!!! like she might have wanted ppl to congraudulate her but she dunno how so she accidentally said tht. n after tht she felt bad so she apologised even more which made it worst.

while we were at the toilet n val started to cry ameline walked towards her to say sorry in tht tone again so i screamed at her. i went: could u please leave her alone. n she went super pissed with me. but i was really really angry. i felt as if she bullied them. lol. in the end i freaked everyone out coz we were all crying haha. they thought i was unahppy over my position but nope i dont want medal. haha they all fainted when i told them i cried coz my friends were crying lol. ya i know its stupid but i was very angry. but becoz of this i realize how bonded we actually are and even though we had small arguements before tht. this crying thing cured it all.. i know we are weird creatures im sorry.

after tht we went out to kinda celebrated. we watched pormnight which was horrible!!! it freaks u out!!! really!! its like woaw bren n i were literally shivering n i was so afraid like even though i know everyone is gonna die the scary part is u dont know when is the man coming out. i sat beside val which was so stupid of me!!! i go towrds her n she simply push me away n go towards hyuk kee. so im left killing myself haha. n becoz there wasnt anyone hugging me n screamed right into val's left ear haha. now its spoiled. so ppl. next time when u talk to val on the left remember to shout or else she might not hear it haha lol. but anyway im sorry valerie's left ear. i hope u recover soon =) so the movie sucks coz there is no plot n it freaks me out now whenever i walk i have to look left n right.. n behind! oh n we kinda bumped into darryl cuiling n agang like 5 6 7 8 9 times today haha. super coincidence lol. so yup tht marks my cross country!! =) tada.

note to all friends. please do not have this staljker especially on porm night or all of us friends will die :(

ASEAN

2008-07-18T07:05:00.000-07:00

ok.. erm let me post about ASEAN. haha lol. this is a concert by Mr Alex. n he is ultra cool. as in when he stands in front of u u can feel his passion for music. really. u might think tht it is impossible but when he stands in front of u u'll know =) really like this guy.

erm ASEAN SERENADE is something like IOC its the same old people haha. those good good people in the music industry. am so happy to meet them again =) n the haps were sooo awesome. i wanna learn. they look so graceful!!!!!!! haha lol super envious.haha. lol n we were quite unhappy with this school's teacher so yea. haha but in the end we went high in the room and started tking photos non stop. heee. photos time!!

this is how thick the make up is. haha

the curtain of gowns...

snack time!!!

hyper?~!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

tada!!

errr.. thousand hand buhda?

omg i look pregnant!!! ahh. hai who cares

CHOIR!!!! =)

june holidays!!

2008-07-18T06:21:00.001-07:00

haha hello people. ok i know it had been a long long time since i last posted n im sorry =)

june holidays. it was really awesome. had a good break back in hong kong. but seriously, 2 weeks is way too short. n im really happy my niece yi hei isnt asking me to leave like the previous time. haha. we always fight. for a i dunno why reason. she is 3 years old now. n i dunno why, but we usually fight. even when im thrice the size of her.. -.- my niece is a brave girl. haha lol.

i banged into li bin at the airport and we took the same plane to HK!! what coincidence yea? haha i think so too =) so i gave him my number but im forver not with my phone n stuff. but we banged into each another in disneyland again!! haha lol. it was sooooo cool. like i can spot people so well!! so proud of my eyesight hehe and in the end before her left we kinda went shopping when i wasnt allowed to shop. so i was there like plain walking giving advice watch him shop. what kind of guy is this? he just made me follow behind him when he keep looking at girls on the streets... lol n he expects me to share the joy.. -.-||| haha it was so funny

went to disneyland hotel to stay and erm the pool sucked so i was super disappointed haha lol, but the breakfats was good and u have those cartoon characters going around taking photos with u haha so cool. mickey was shorter than me!! so funny haha. and er yup the food was good and thts about it =)

so erm i spent my birthday at macau at venetian. n it was a awesome hotel!! seriously. haha lol. n MGM as well. i like ventian more even though u have to walk 300m from the north suits to the swimming pool!!! like. ya i was so reluctant when i saw tht 300m sign... n at the pool i saw this life guard tht looked like wei lun so so much. at first i didnt day anything. but when my brother came running to me saying tht he thinks tht tht guy looks like wei lun. i totally freaked out. i was soooo unglam n if it was really him. i would never be able to lift my head up ever again haha lol.

so erm thts about it.. i mean my holidays. now im back in school. stressing out n oweing mr lim homework. lol thts so my style. hai. i bet he hates me... what to do?? :(

the rooms in venetian nice yea? theres even a mini living room =)

this is like a stairs of barely 3 steps.. =.=

my parents, ok unglam of my mum. n i think shes so gonna
kill me :P

the sky is painted!!!!

yes.. this is the 300m corridor n this is only part of it!! :(

this freaky hotel has this river for u to row row row the boat!! lol

sichuan

2008-05-19T03:25:00.000-07:00

hey.. =) yea. im really very very happy that miracle happened times and times again in sichuan. there are many very touching stories!! tht id like to share..

1st- when the buildings were collapsing a woman with her 3 months baby were trapped. the mother used her body to support and protect her bay. n she knew tht she wont be able to make it. so she used her last breath to type a text to her child. she said : if u are able to make it, remember tht mummy love you!!! :'(

2nd- a man trapped under the tiles for several days, persevered. he was able to communicate with the rest but he couldnt get out! the press called his family n he promised them tht he will live for the people tht love him. i was so touched by what he said. n he was injured badly but he tried his vr vr best. after 5 hours of rescueing. he was out. n he was already all worn out. n maybe because he relaxed. he passed away on the stretcher!!!!! :'(

3rd - a teacher sacrificed himself to protect the children. when the building collapsed he hugged the kids and used his body to protect them from the falling tiles. n he passed away, the children survived..

4th- the rescuers worked day n night. n super hard to save the rest. but who will save their familie? the fanily of rescuer passed away in this disaster n he still put in his whole heart to help the rest coz he dont want more peoople to be like him~ hao wei da

5th- a girl was trapped for 120 over hours. n her boyfriend sat beside all the tiles to talk to her. he accomapnied her throughout. asking what kind iof wedding she would prefer n keep bugging her not allowing her to sleep. n finally!! she was out!!! =) n he carried her n ran to the ambulance coz the people were too slow..

6th- due to the long hours under the heavy tiles. many of them had to get their limbs amputated. a young boy cried n begged the doctors to let him keep one hand. he dont mind only one. coz he'd really want to learn n become someone useful. :( we were given the chance to study n excel~ why cant we be like tht?

7th- n to save people/ many methods are used. n they even amputated their limbs just to get them out. n becoz of the lack of medication they passed away.

there are many other stories. the people in sichuan needs our help. could i hereby please call upon all of u to put our hands together n help them. the china embassy is collecting money n items like old blankets, clothes n tents. please help them!! =)

btw. check this out!! http://viitadolce.livejournal.com

sichuan

2008-05-14T06:40:00.000-07:00

hey i wonder if u guys heard about the earthquake in sichuan?.. please. i urge all of u. help them if u can. a little donations makes a lot of difference.

i'm having alot of mixed feelings now. its so sad. its so unfair... god. please stop raining. they are trying their best to safe as many as they can. please make it easier for them. i know crying here doesnt work. but i feel so useless. i feel tht theres nothing i can do.

i saw many of them homeless. crying. they lost everything!! they used to live a happy live like all of us. but the earthquake. it took so many lives. broke so many happy familes. all the kids in school they still have a long way! i was especially touched when i saw wen jia bao. talking to this orphan. whom just lost her parents. he told her tht the government would take care of her. n encourage her to continue n live a good live. n tht girl was crying. crying really badly. n i just feel. so upset. so so upset n vr vr touched.

just one single school. n its so many lives. how many families are broken? this is.. .. they only have one child. what about the parents? n those who couldnt find their parents. how are they gonna live without them. they are still so young. if u dump me on the road. i cant survive myself. the whole network is down n they all lost contact. they must be so worried. how would i feel if i were them? i'll be vr vr lost. n scared. i dont want this to happen. its like. within tht few minutes. a whole town is gone. the whole town. all the buildings everything down to earth. how many lives are there? i cant imagine. i dont like disasters..

they dont have much money. n they lost everything. everything is gone. their families their home. everything. many of them have only 1 child. n if they are gone. thats it.. its all gone.. i saw this guy in his mid 50s i think. n he relies on his son. n now?. a preganant woman is trapped n is fighting for survial. firemen had been crawling in to feed her w water n stuff. but her stomach is trapped by a pillar n couldnt come out. but shes vr vr strong. for her child. the firemen had been working for 2 days without sleep n water. coz they know tht there are still many waiting for them.

n what am i doing here? do u guys know how fortunate we are? the people in sichaun. they are really vr pityful. please dont say stuff like. why care? its not singapore. no! NO!. we are all chinese. there is nothing else for us to admit. we are true chinese. n we should help one another out. wo men shi zhong guo ren. yi ding yao bao hu wo men de tong bao!!

im really touched. really really touched to see others in china. fighting to donate blood to those in need. helping out chinese. =) n they are all youths. coz they know many of them needs it. n their blood can save lives. china has hope. the next generation has hope. n people in hongkong are all uniting n donating money. just today. they donated HK$ 130 000 000! go china. go sichuan. dont give up~. others please help =) they need us.

vii

hwan is so dead.

2008-05-13T04:21:00.001-07:00

ahhhhh!!! hwan heo is so dead. im gonna kill him.. lol. look at me!! im filled with chacoal~~. lol

haha. ok i know i look kinda act cute in those photos i dunno y. n i dont have anymore.so pls just bear with me. anyway.. bill was having a class party. n i of couse joined them. haha lol. i think many of them will hate me by now. but.. nvm!!

it was so fun, haha i feel so smart and clever all of a sudden coz i started the fire!! one all by myself. n another with hwan. n i kinda butted in for felicia's. hope she dont mind. anyway. the whole process was fun.

n in the end i ended up wiping charcoal on their faces. lol. haha i know i started it. but tht hwan heo!! he grabbed my hands n keep wiping charcoal. ahh.just becoz he is stronger. this is sooo unfair!!!! im gonna go to the gym n train from now on. one fine day ill be stronger than him n wipe charcoal on him. haha. it was so funny. we kept fighting non stop. n its so tiring. he's face is like a cat too. so fair fair. n i get to wash it n he dont!!! wheee.

i chasd this guy tht said tht i couldnt cook. but in the end i lost hai. hwan n like fighting w me. n tht BB guy wanted to make me. so hwan n i concluded tht we should join force. but my bro came so i didnt get to make tht BB guy lol. he's so mean. he keep calling me this. super hyper something. it has something to do with my high pitch n choir. GRRRR. DONT LOOK DOWN ON PERFORMANCE ARTS COZ I CAN START THE FIRE BETTER THAN YOU!!! MUAHAHAHAH.

hwan heo., im gonna kill u if i get a pimple outbreak. n im gonna claim medical fees from u! u scratched me. CAT!! meow lol.. ahh im so hyper now. its so fun~~ going down n play again see ya!

love,

vii

2008-05-12T00:48:00.000-07:00

whee. a maths is over. haha lol. bio n chem MCQ tmr!! =) n it'll be over. YES!! i lost quite a few marks today. bcoz of my "cok eye"ness lol. i wrote 9 n when i copied. i copied 8. so my whole equation went wrong. gahhh!! :(

n wheee... ashwath rocks! haha. thanks.. for whatever. coz it really made me feel alot better knowing tht u dont hate me =). haha. n i wasnt unhappy with u from the start. i was never. i wasnt even angry.. so dont think tht i am in case some misunderstandings occur again. n also thanks harris!!! =)

i recieved this care bear today!! haha n its purple. its super cute.. it might have crawled into my bag secretly!! *gasp* haha lol. it is alive!! n appeared magically. ahhhhh!! maybe it can sing n talk to me after a period of time.. lol haha. but it'll be scary then. anyway. i went to the skin doc today. coz my mummy couldnt stand my pimples gahh.. n im on 7 week medication. which i feel vr unsafe. its like so long.. so i asked the nurse. its not like im questioning. m just asking with a bright smile. n she scolded my mum n i. n we were like. gahhhh.

so yup. exam ends tmr wheee...

CALLING OUT TO ALL 2gians.. THERE WILL BE A POOL SIDE PARTY AT MY HOUSE ON WED. FROM 2-6pm.. BBQ OF LIGHT SNACKS N SWIMMING POOL TO BE PUSHED INTO. PLEASE COMFIRM THE NUMBER OF PPL COMING WITH ME ON TUES K? =) SEE YA.

with love,
vii

last post

2008-05-11T02:50:00.000-07:00

ok haha. this is the last post im gonna make abt tht A n B thingy. haha. the convo tht B said was * funny. lol. tada. after posting this. everythings really gonna end. n i'll feel much better. n losen up.

::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
we need to talk
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
what do u have in mind
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
will u feel better saying it out
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
coz i will
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
this cant go on at this rate we'll see each another at war u know
Sens3i says:
inot starting wars =)
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
its like on one hand u are so mena n evil towards me n on msn n ur blog u go all emo n now the whole world hates me
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i dont understand
Sens3i says:
?
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
n u r obviously investigator
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
ahh
Sens3i says:
u dun even go my blog so why do u care
Sens3i says:
nobody goes
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
do u understand what m i trying to say seriously
Sens3i says:
er
Sens3i says:
yeah?
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
nvm i give up
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i really give up le
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i really wanna sort out things
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
but u are
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
not giving me the change
Sens3i says:
then sort out lar
Sens3i says:
listening rite
Sens3i says:
saywhat u wan ar
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i have nothing to say e
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
*le
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
think however u wish
Sens3i says:
sure sure
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
bitch abt me however u want
Sens3i says:
just say lar
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i really give up
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
good night win
Sens3i says:
i got scold u bitch meh?
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
Sens3i says:
dumb
Sens3i says:
thats what ashwath say
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i said bitch abt me not say tht im a bitch
Sens3i says:
read my blog properly next time
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
do u know an idiom zuo zie xing xu
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
read what i typed carefully next time
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i didnt read it others told me
Sens3i says:
seriously
Sens3i says:
hurry up and tell me what u wan
Sens3i says:
i just got a new phone
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i have nothing to say le
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
coz
Sens3i says:
can u like stop being like that
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
stop win stop
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
u have to stop
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
scrol up n read the whole convo from the start
Sens3i says:
u wan settle settle now
Sens3i says:
finally getting somewhere
Sens3i says:
continue
Sens3i says:
done
Sens3i says:
finish up what u want to prove to me
Sens3i says:
then we stop being at war than u can go and relac relac with harris
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
there;s nothing i'd like to prove i dont care of however u think of me it doesnt matter
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
im just proving to myself what kind of person are u
Sens3i says:
i also dun care, i want things to stop now
Sens3i says:
so say what u want to say
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
n if i'd really wanna be w harris
Sens3i says:
i want to hear
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i dont even need to care of whether u care
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
so its like
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
can u stop seriously
Sens3i says:
then why the hell u start to talk to me in the first place
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
if making me misserable please u
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
u succeeded
Sens3i says:
if u dun mind
Sens3i says:
i am being mean
Sens3i says:
u wana settle things than u call me and settle,
Sens3i says:
u dun come here beat about the bush
Sens3i says:
dumb sia
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i dont wanna call
Sens3i says:
wan talk talk, dun wan talk then dun
Sens3i says:
fine just fucking sms me
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i dont wish to waste my phone bill
Sens3i says:
joke sia.....funny bodoh
Sens3i says:
like one dumb
Sens3i says:
nothing
Sens3i says:
u dun wan settle no problem
Sens3i says:
turn your whole world against me
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
ok im juts gonna summarise le
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i dont care how u think but by trying to mke me angry
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
its a waste of time
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
u n me need to study for Sa
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
also, im not w harris n i dont have to care of how u feel
Sens3i says:
then dun talk to me in the first place, waste my time
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
so it doesnt matter
Sens3i says:
read my post
Sens3i says:
i dun care about u no more
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
high five
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
ok so u stop n ill not start
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i dont wanna go to war with u
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
it'll be bad
Sens3i says:
good
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
so in tht case
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
good night
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
Sens3i says:
next time u want to talk talk about relevant topics
Sens3i says:
u better not waste my time

...

wa! i didnt know it was so long. omg haha. since A n B is so obvious since the begining i shall not be bothered to change le. n since B keep using personal attack on his. lol. an eye for an eye. haiii.. this world's gonna go blind one day. n its my fault. but i dont care le. im really angry this time.. the situation is clear yet he interpretates it a diff way. lol.

exercising with vivien

2008-05-10T19:39:00.000-07:00

do we look like we're clubbinng? no we're not. haha.

does she look drunk?

wa. sometimes its so difficult to understand why are ppl thinking the way they are. hmm. maybe i should study psycology with brenda in U!! haha. but i wanna study medical.. hai. why do some ppl think tht i treat them like dogs? when did i ever. i respect everyone of u around me k? i only bully val. haha

i bully val. sometimes. quite a few times. ok. most of the time. gahhhhh.. hyuk kee's gonna kill me. omg. ahhhhh.. n ahhhh. muscle ache. i can feel the pain typing. vivien came yesterday. n we exercised for 3 hours. haha. lol. first we went to the gym. n exercised for 1 hours plus. n we took video of her pulling the arm thingy. it was so so so so funny!! haha. next.. we went to swim. lol. the water was like icy. n we were freezing by the pool.

we tap tap tap the water on our chest. n walk down by 1 step haha lol. i think the ppl around the pool must be laughing at us. n when we went in. we kinda freaked this guy away by my unglamness. lol haha. i bet vivi is laughing.

next we went to this furobath thing. which i didnt know existed!! so vivi n i tried it out. it was nice. but it'll be better if the water is hotter lol. haha. she nearly fell asleep. we went so high tht we started taking photos n videos. lol. haha but it cant be posted :p it was so fun!!!

at night. we went for dinner. haha and we drank. vivien was ok all along until our final shot. im like. bottoms up. n grub. and after tht her face went all red n all sleepy. she was supposed to come over n sleep. but in the end she went home. haha lol. drunked. n her bro thought tht she went clubbing!! lol haha. he dont trust her. coz she really looked drunk haha. whee. it was a fun day yesterday haha. we planned for next sunday already lol. damn i really have a feeling exams over.

love, vii =).

P.S: HAPPY MOTHERS'S DAY TO ALL MUMMYs

win is damn dumb

2008-05-09T21:01:00.000-07:00

whee~ exams gonna be over soon. yay. feels so happy =)

ok. something happened recently. but i gave up now. val is correct. haha.lol. its like. many a times. he just cant get it. he choose to believe what he wants n think to a side. i could have just posted another convo. n its like. it'll prove the whole story otherwise. i know many others hates me now. bcoz of him. but i cant explain so much. like. he comes up with something again. n i explain n go against him. we argue. n.. there's just no point. i dont wish to continue this anymore.

it doesnt affect me. i mean it wont kill even if he thinks negative of me n make everyone around him hates me. they'll know me after some time. n if they choose to think of me however just becoz of what he say but not becoz of what they see.. then. too bad. haha. but nvm!! =) i know i still have friends. so yup. im glad i have u guys.

wa. im so high now over the fact tht exams coming to an end. i love life like tht. no lessons. no stress. no homework n i dont owe mr lim anything.. wakakakakakaka... woohoo. yay. it rocks....

talalalalalalalalala. i went to his blog. n he's really 2 face u know. ee. he started it n he go n scold me. n he say he stopped. what? huh?. hai ok nvm. he's gonna play tennis with eric eh!! haha lol. i think eric is vr cute with his hair down. he looks young lol. :p so! anyway. bosco is soooo cute. im watching wars of in-laws 2 recently. n bosco is so cute. even though his hair is like. i dunno whats going on. its flat n curls to on side. haha. fu gu feng or something. but he's still cute.

and by any chance is anyone looking forward to the olympics? its like. the glory of all chinese. but my friends dont seem to care. gahhh. no one is here to be high with me. so sad. i love the olympic songs. esp we are ready. it makes me high whenever im down. as in. guys u should listen to it. i destresses u know. =) jia you. i know alot of u are vr stressed over SA. no worries. its not the O's yet. we still have one more year. relax k? jia you...

jay rocks!! with love,
vii =)

2008-05-06T04:08:00.000-07:00

ok for this post. i shall blog about a story. on A n B... its the whole conversation which i didnt make any changes..

A: guys can you please spread this message around. does anyone has an extra calculator to lend me tomorrow?

B: er? lol. u lost ur wan. ask C. he will buy for u =P

A: you idiot la. haha. no. and yes i lost mine. gah i'm killing myself here so please don't joke le.

B: lol. it is not really joking if u called me an idiot right? think about it

A: good lo use philosophy on me. hmmm. wa im so stressed. i wrapped myself in my blanket and walk around my house. my dad scold me.

B: u could start by studying and not failing ur exams tmr. and seriously thiank about it. u dun like being called an idiot. unless u are crazy

A: ok ok i'm sorry. so fierce. whatever i need a calculator. ah!

B: err. are u like crazy. i said i am not related to u in the relationship sense. but frens right? so i am giving u crude advice. did u cover ur brain?

A: what is your problem? seriously. you were the one who said that we were friends. like. you are acting weird. and also. i'm not steading with C. -.-

B: lol. does calling a person idiot means anything? seriously lar. u go misread my messages and scold me. u think i ur dog and sit around do nothing. dun kid ur self. u started it and i wun say those stuff if u read the messages properly. and i am not mean. seriously. stp saying all this just because u are wrong.

A: you are so mean. as in mean. if insulting others is a way ou communicate. thats sad. as in. its not funny but it hurts. in case you don't know

B: sure sure. =). i get it idiot is an ok word. sure. hows everything idiot? lol. i said we were not related anymore. get it? lol. seriously. all the misunderstandings.

A: i did not misread your smses. in fact you are the one that always do so. and if you think that you're not im telling you that you are. just like how i am mean now. sometimes you should stop and reflect on yourselve and maybe you really weren't nice. dont always think that people owe you their lives or something dont always think that the fault lies with others. i am sorry for using the word idiot cause i use it all the time but you overreacted.

B said something but i for accidentally delete it when i wanted to open n type opps. anyway A didnt reply to it.

B: lol. i dun blame u if u hate me. but seriousl. all this is because u misunderstood the message/ and i dun think that everyone owes me their lives. i be damn if i owe ur life. and if i misread ur messages. so what. today u misread my message u clear up what u want to with me and dun ignore it. u better clear things up before it gets worse.

... the end. woo hard time typing haha lol so thts the exact conversation which i didnt make any changes to it =)

now B thinks tht A is a horrible person. n tht its A's fault.. i agree tht A was mean but she was puking blood there already. like B is just sooooo.. ahhh. now he emos on msn. n everyone thinks tht A is a *********************************************... gahh..

2008-05-02T01:21:00.000-07:00

by any chance do i look like that? no yea?! val keep saying that i have a super big butt!! :( so sad!!!! im quite demoralised recently. therefore i've decided to swim everyday. n if u can tell i kinda gave up on my SA. hai. im weird. but the rest gotta jia you k? there's another reason for u guys to chiong since u have one less competitor =)

anyway zhu yun sad tht im FAT! hao ran/ xin yu says that im SHORT! val says that my BIG butt is so huge that it is haunting her. and he keeps stuffing me with chocolate!! ahhh. im gonna be a piggy soon coz the chocs are soooo nice.. =) thanks ><>

jay chou rocks. once again~~ his qian shan wan shui is stuck in my head. i love him..

and crap. so sad. jamin's mother hates me. she thinks tht im a super evil n bad girl.. ahhhh it feels so bad when the adults think negative of me.. :(

love vii

photos again. hangs bday

2008-04-29T01:20:00.000-07:00

it was my bro's borthday on the 27/4 tht explains why was i partying so hard n not studying.. :p i think im gonna do real badly for this sa.. anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDISON!!

i'm so proud of this neckles i bought for my bro with his photo f it.. wooo =)

this super chocolaty b'day cake :p

super cute pic of vivi =)

allow me to credit jamin.. for bringing me to mayday;s concert. wooooo!! ><

ok. although this is an unglam. but dontcha agree tht she looks like cecilia cheung ( zhang bo zhi ).. when druken :p

we were high after partying =)
hahahahahahahahahahahaahhahahahah....

oh. n guessed what. i was super sad when i thought i tht i lost my water bottle. but wheee. win found it. i was soo happy haha lol so i shall thank him here. =)

n thanks harris =) gd luck for sa!!

also. thank u jamin. for selling me cheap cheap tickets. the concert was awesome. =)

as for vivi. erm.. i'll make it up to u for posting ur unglam....

by posting mine... :'(

for a weird reason. i didnt realize i needed specs for a long time. im short sighted 175.. :( thts y i got myself a pair of specs. when i first tried tht thingy on i was like : wa! so clear!

and tht guys started laughing... ok~~~. n when i tried on the frames my eye were kinda cutting the frame. n he laughed coz he thinks my eyes werent small.. n when he pointed at somewhere far i was like : wa! can see eh.

n he rolled on the floor like lisanth haha lol. so cute. tht guy lol make me feel humorous!!! wooo. hah wheeeeee...

picture

2008-04-22T06:02:00.001-07:00

ok.. for this post i shall tell u a story using photos!! =)

ok. this isnt part of it. this was the cake i baked. =) its might look ugly now. but....

tada!! it was tranformed into a pretty heart shaped cake with chocolate icing n mangoes on top!! =)

i was wrapping wantons. for dinner =)..

and i got bored of tht shape so i made something special. n to go with it........

MY HAIR!!! =)

thats all!! =) love vii

i wish life was a musical.

2008-04-20T04:04:00.000-07:00

omg!! i shall proudly declare that. GESS's drama club. is AWESOME. omg. i wish life was a musical is seriously a great play. the money spent was wayyyyy worth it. everyone was awesome. i love them. n of course wei ting ^^). sultan was funny too. n tht emo chubby guy. ahh i love him. fang kai as well n tht girl!! tht girl who went. : ms tan would now see you. she's super professional. n the whole show was great. i enjoyed it. =)

n there was this couple in front of me. who said : ahh. they are good. so professional, they can act. hhaha. felt do happy for wei ting. n she splashed cakes on me!!! :'(
speaking abt cakes. i baked yesterday. n i was so so so sad n hurt. in the morning i had nothing better to do so i decided to bake. n i asked win for opinion. n he said mango with chocolate. so i said ok. but on second thought it'll taste weird so i dropped the idea. but when i was baking. my mummy was asking me to get rid of the mangoes so hah. i thought its fated so i mixed them together. everyone praised me n stuff u know even ms tan.. whee. but when i let win try. he was like. oh. i must grade u right. er.. out off 10 i give u 6!! thts like the wroste mark anyone can get. i was so hurt k? i rather he fail me than to let me pass for the sake of passing. gahhhh.

anyway. after the play. everyone was high =) haha. we took a group photo. n bren n kat were screaming at their bags. oz it supposed to be jacq lol haha. and we screamed n shout n went super high. we looked for the performaners and stuff. n daniel n i really loved this chubby guy. so we charged towards him grabbed his hand n shake shake shake. i think he was quite shocked n scraed :p opps. lol haha. and they had champaigne or something. they were partying n we stood there to wath :( man, i wanna party!!

n bren was sad coz she was ps-ed. they r so mean. how could they. so anyway jamin n i walked her home n jamin walked me home. haha lol. n we keep talking so i didnt take notice of my phone. n my mummy was actually searching high n low for me!! omg. haha sorry mummy. i gave her a big shock k? she was so worried. she called like vivien wei ting val. everyone!! to look for me. she was so scared. haha lol. :p so i accompanied her till she sleep =) let her feel safer. n. hah! i went to sleep too. the highness made me sleepy =)

oh oh!! and on friday. something super funny happened. i was talking to mr tay n we were walking abck to class. n after tht he went to sultan n said : hey dude! where;s my ticket?

hahahahahhaa... i couldnt get over it so funny!!!!!

and yup tada!! the end. love, vii

president? not

2008-04-18T21:35:00.000-07:00

haha. well. should i be unhappy?... man.
yesterday was the 2.4km and the elections. woo. what a bad bad n super tiring day?
i took 16 mins to complete my 2.4 route =) which was quite good. for me!! =) yay. so i passed n eventually i couldnt feel my legs at all. for the whole day haha.

choir!!! we had a farewell part. man! i dont even want farewell. like this is so weird. i cant believe this n i dont want to. for a weird reason. or there isnt any. ahhh i dont know why neither. i just miss them n cant bare for them to leave. i want them to stay!! i mean. the seniors. the whole party was funny. n we do much really ate n i didnt even get to drink!! lol val n i went to the supermarket after tuition( which was hilarious) to get all the party stuff n she carried 4 bottles of 1.5l soft drinks into the car. i carried 2!! =)

the elections.. the vr scary elections.. hai. im the VP. =) like. i should be happy right?. lol. but to be frank i aimed for P. but. nvm. i admit tht xiao ping can make a much better P than me. but. eeee. ppl got my hopes so high. lol haha. but i thought unshunny ( yun xuan ) would be the P. anyway. ya. we had this freaky interview in an enclosed room. with no light!!! n.. no one would hear if i scream *gasp* haha lol. nah my seniors didnt rape me =) it was funny though.

so the elcetion started n it was 6 then n we had to see the whole process which was scary. n after tht the choir;s dismissed but we gotta stay back!! all the way to 7pm!! coz of the votes n stuff so ya. tada. but the seniors n mr phoon sacrificed their time as well. val's the SL for Sop 1!!! eee. she took my post haha. i wanted P or SL n she wanted VP. so we kinda swopped. but in anyway!! we have to work together i mean everyone. to aim for gold!! hah!! CHOIR"S GONNA GET GOLD FOR SYF NEXT YEAR, N GET THE MUSIC ROOM!!! GOOOOO CHOIR, GOLD CHOIR! i dont care :p lol haha.

vii

jamin!!

2008-04-12T08:05:00.000-07:00

ok. im gonna dedicate this post to jamin to thank him. =)

firstly. we had our GALA night last night!! =) which was a succes. i shall post about it later.
THANK YOU JAMIN!! thank u so much. after the performance. i ate with val daniel sharon n win at thiong. n after tht we decided to go home. n on my way back i saw bren n ppl @ mc donalds. so i went in n sat down. =) we chatted. n brenda gave me courage to do something morally right.

jamin gave me his happy meal toy. which was this hello kitty thingy!! its so cool n cute i love it. n promised to play with it everynight before i sleep haha lol. n we cracked this joke about playing it till im 50 or something. its was so funny. haha in the end it was super late. so all of us decided to go home. it was nearly 12 n it was dark n scary.

went into the train with bren lyn lisanth n jamin. n we had to sqeez. haha so funny. n when lisanth jamin n i alighted at red hill. JAMIN IS MY LIFE SAVIOUR!! HE WAS SO NICE!!. it was super dark n late. so he walked me along tht long long grass path which i will not be able to cross alone. haha. so nice. i thought he'll leave when we reach the over head bridge. but omg. he sent me all the way to the gate. so nice right? thank u so much jamin. i owe u one =)

so therfore i conclude that. jamin ( benjamin lau chang xun) is a super super duper nice guy.

vii.

photos!!

2008-04-05T20:17:00.001-07:00

haha. yoyoyo. i shall about photos!! =)

this is called : heavy colour light friends (zhong se qing you). LOL

my masterpiece!! potatoman!

i love JAY!

jamin on flag day! =) aint he cute?

i found this cartoon effect thingy. its so cool!! =)
vii. >.<

post!

2008-04-05T06:49:00.000-07:00

yo! haha i know tht its been along time since i last posted, and i have alot to.. :

- win's sweaty butt

- jamin's hair

- jamin walking me home

- jamin emo-ing

- win being a patrol leader!! X)

- choir, full dress rehearsal, hard labour

- bruised fingers

this was how sweaty win's butt was after PE!! haha n its so big!! lol. man i got a feeling his gonna kill me *gasp*

hahahah!! jamin appeared in front of us in the morning. n his hair was like poof!! haha lol. so funny it was all standing. n he was like : eh,what? i just woke up la they. hahahahaha! so funny. it was standing naturally. =)

but he emo-ed yesterday. which gave val n i a big shock. i felt so lost lol haha. so sad. jamin dont emo anymore kk? =) n he was so nice he walked me home haha. we both had CCA, so we decided to walk home together. but we were supposed to split half way haha. but somewhat i made him walk all the way to my house n he had to make a detour. opps haha sorry jamin. n thanks =)

OHH!! n win is officially a patrol leader from today onwards!! woo haha. yeah!! congrats win! clap clap clap.

CHOIR!! :( i reported to school super early today. n its a sat!! band n stuff were there too lol anyway its like. went there changed n put on make up which was horrible. haha i dunno how to n i anyhow aim coz i dunno so i gag! n the eyeshadow was too high i nearly touched my eyebrow. ahahhahahaha it was so so so funny. the more i laugh the more i couldnt concentrate.

in the end elieen saved me. she's super pro. haha omg. she rock!

oh n i applied make up for the choir members, haha!! so funny haha. i bet they hate me.

rushed to YMS where mr gohs office was at did hard labour. as in HARD LABOUR!! n went to singapore poly which was horrible ahhh!! the whole rehearsal was just!! ahhh so embarrassing. :( n sad. first we got scolded. for practically everything!! n my skirt was too short which i admit is my fault!! my fault. but the teachers scoldd me for too many time which made me vr vr sad i nearly cry. n its like i totally sang wrongly for one song. which was so obvious n everyone started laughing. n we all got scolded. so it was my fault!! :( sorry choir. i got u guys into alot of trouble today. it was just so sad. a bad bad bad bad bad bad day for me.. late for korean class hai.......

anyway. i bruised my fingers while playing the drums super hardly haha. it was fun!! =) i love it

sorry for crapping so much today. im a little high. night night =)

vii

mr phua!! grrr.

2008-03-29T03:34:00.000-07:00

haha just came back from flag day. wheee. im good hehehe. haha. i think i have a irresistable smile. almost 97% of the ppl i asked donated hehehe. haha im so proud of myself. jamin n his sir praised me yeah!! im so happy. although my tin was vr vr vr heavy n alot of ppl donated but its all coins. jamin had 2 $10 note!! so good. haha lol. he smoked this man n he gave him $10. haha. i didnt know what to say when ppl asked coz im not in st john's. but when i came across this women. i went to jamin n asked him n went back to her for a ans. n she thinks tht im vr sincere n nice. hehehe. she said th GESS is a gd school! mr giam should thank me for advertising. lol

n ya! this morning. i totally rushed out w a swallon eye. jamin didnt tell me what time does it start where to go n what to wear. in fact he told me nothin yesterday! he only called me this morning n told me everything. omg. so i woke up in shock brushed wash my face n ran out. haha he told me the details at 8 52. n i was at the MRT station at 9. cool yea? haha i tied my hair in the train. n my eye was super swallon today coz of my eye bag. lol haha. jamin is the witness anyway. it was a happy day whee...

yesterday..PTA, Choir (cat fight ).. MR PHUA BULLY ME! :(

lets start with PTA, i was actually feeling vr rv lost. coz up till the last minute. mr phoon had yet to tell me where to go. i mean the PTA rehearsal or choir. choir is performing at night n PTA is like. woo. its clashing, badly! anyway i went to the PTA rehearsal till abt 330. n went for choir. i told we were to practice for the songs n stuff. but in the end we ended up slacking. haha. so anway. i left at 5 to get my dinner. ate. drank coke!!! n bren was totally. hahahaha i was drinking n she keep making me laugh so i spil the coke all over myself. next she poke my throat! haha omg. it was vr vr funny. n my whole collar went brown haha. so i went to the AVA room. slacked chatted. n found out tht joel S speaks chinese!!! n he's good. haha so went up to the hall. nervous nervous. lost. dunno where is the choir. no handphone with me. n ya. n when the choir was performing i saw the prize winners lining up by the hall. it so hard to discrib how afraid i was. my heart was in my mouth!!

choir.. hahahahhaa. so funny. we did sectionals for a while. n went back to the music room. autos were still not ready so the sops had a break. a long one. haha. somewht val n i got vr high n we started fighting haha. n chased one another around the sch. haha. funny. she keep tickling me n whacking me. n make my butt cramp! it was so painful haha. but she was in pain too coz i kicked her rib. n she was dying by the piano when i was craming on the floor. haha n she still tickle me when im craming with her injured rib lol haha. n she ganged up with sharon to tickle me. n drag me on the floor n mop the whole music room. next pulled me to the door where wei lun is standing with phylis n i was totally pu guanging hello? she dont care! i was so embarrassed i was dying haha. n they chased me up to the 4th floor where win n ppl were debating n i couldnt care so much coz i was under attack haha. in th end sharon n i decided to join force haha. n val's butt kana! whee. im good at tht. haha hehehe

mr phua! mr phua!!! so irritating. i dont blame him for confiscating my hp. seriously. if he thinks tht im violating the sch rules fine. nvm. but he just over did it. n it sucks. i felt so bullied i cried haha. couldnt control. even my parents thinks tht he overdid it. its like. i was talking to my president abt the ticketing stuff. n its important k? n he wants to confiscate it coz he thinks tht the phone can only be used in the canteen. fine he has reasons i dont mind. he told me to get it back my form teacher. mr tay was absent so in this case mr lim. tht happened during recess. so ok. after sch i went to look for mr lim to inform him tht mr phua took my phone so he'll know who to look for. n when mr lim saw me during maths AP. he told me tht mr phua didnt pass it to him. ... ok~ so i looked for mr phua at 4. n he told me tht he had yet pass it to mr lim. (which i expected). he said tht he'll give it to me during PTA. like what? so i called my dad n ask him to retreive it for me. coz i m a prize winner n its really a vr vr minor issue. he didnt mind n said ok. at night during PTA, i went to him with my parents. so a normal person should return me my phone by then right? but noo.. he asked for my parents permission to confiscate my phone for another week. coz : we should take away the child's iten to make them feel the pain n learn from their mistakes.. -.- wth. i apologised 500 times. swear i wont do it again sweet talked like the whole day! wats his problem. besides. it was recess n im doing something important. n even if we use it during class. other teachers will just ask us to keep it. so anyway. he likes to follow rules i understand. but!! he was making it sound as if i just killed someone n violated the largest rule. he said tht the phone should be switched off during lesson. n mine was recess. n the phone can only be used in the canteen. fine. n he was saying tht i was talking to my fren right above me whoch i could have walked a few steps to talk to. i was so pissed off then i argued back. i was like: but recess was almost over so if i were to make tht few steps i might be late for class. by saying almost i was hinting him tht recess was still on.
n he said. ut u were using it along the corridor which is against the sch rules -.- -.- i am sure tht its not my attitude tht made him make my life difficult. i was so nice n polite k? so my dad was like. ok, ill make sure tht i'll give her back her phone next mon. u can give it back to me n ill keep it.

n Mr Phua didnt stop!! he was like. its ok. i can keep it for u its ok. i can keep it till next week. do i have ur support? walao!!! *choke on blood, faint, fall, roll n die*. omg.. .... but in anyway. i got my phone back n my mum was siding me. but somewhat at the beggining my dad thought he's some big big teacher (he's not even teaching me) tht i just provoked. n i broke the biggest rule n was pissed with me!! walao!!!!!! i felt so bad i cried.. so unfair. seriously i really think tht its nothing big. n it was made too serious. :(

m i really having attitude problem? crap. puberty. hai. :(

vii

good friday

2008-03-22T07:15:00.000-07:00

haha. ok hahahahaha yeah!! i was so happy for the whole of friday. see? im a gd girl. i promised to be happy n i was! so yup. here it goes.

at the beggining. it was supposed to be an outing of 12 person to ice skate lol. haha and for many differnt reasons n stuff. it was down to hilmi daniel winnie vallie n i. haha and i happened to be chatting with jamin on thurs night n i told him abt the outing. he was vr interested n joined us!! whee!!. so.. i walked to val's house. quickly. and lost erm. quite some pounds i guess. lol haha. its a tradition!! =) i called jamin a few times on my way there. n he didnt ans. :( in anyway, we went to thiong. n realized tht we were the earliest!! win n daniel were on his way. n hilmi had some prayers to do so he couldnt make it. therefore. it was down to jamin vallie daniel n win.

win n daniel arrived. n jamin finally answered the phone!! val woke him up :p haha so pro!! lol. it was funny. he ran home n realized he left his key, so he had to run back to his granny;s house again, haha. lol so anyway. we waited for jamin outside ajisen. =) n tht scary guy keep scaring us lol. he was trying to get us some seats b4 we change our mind or something haha lol. so.... jamin came. n we ate. n it was fun =) we took a long long to decide on where to go. coz jamin n win wanted a movie. daniel n val wanted to skate (woooooooo... ) n i was nuetral. coz i wanted neo prints =) haha. we took a train to jurong. n on our way many many funny stuff happened. it was super funny on the train bcoz val's sick joke. n erm on our way there it was also vr funny. which i forgotten y. haha.

we went to jurong to ice skate yea?. but somewhat the theatre was so so so tempting we decided to catch a movie lol haha. travel half of singapore to get to a lousy theatre with lousy pop corn lol. anyway, we went to the arcade to kill time. n tht card dont like me!! :( grrrrr.. i couldnt function it. whenever i tap it it just doenst scan!!! haha. so i didnt get to race with the guys. i couls have won!! :) lol haha so val n i didnt get to play. n w played bishy bashy! lol its fun. its our favourite game. val wanted to play the basketball thing badly. but there were alot of ppl si we didnt get a chance :( i loved this crocodile thingy or was it hippo? i forgot. i only know i keep whacking haha. lol but it coulnt scan, i tried 360 degrees. it just doesnt wrok lol or maybe its spoiled. lol so we didnt get to play. anyway. its time for our show....

the theatre. ahhahahahahahahahahahaha. so funny!! we bought this pop corn this huge pop corn. trust me its HUGE!! its like the size of erm. lets see. the diameter of it its about half of my pillow.or somewhere there. haha lol but the theatre was lousy, n the pop corn was. there were so much!! i was so sick of it. haha lol, no matter how val n i eat n eat n eat. it just wont go down. i tried my best to eat as much as i could the first time. but when they passed it back again i was like. ok~~ so i decided to make win eat he needs weight anyway haha lol. so yup =) as usual. i clumsily spill stuff all over him haha lol. n erm., ya. all of us didnt want to eat tht mountain full f popcorn so we passed it around. just like the "passing puzzle game". lol it was funny. jamin passed to daniel, daniel passed to val, val passed it to me. n i passed it back to her, she fough with daniel for a while n daniel took it hugged for three seconds back to jamin n so on. lol haha!!

we came out of the theatre. n vivi was back which made me high~~ and erm ya i bought some waffles. coz it smells gd. n win wanted one too. he bought the kaya thingy. which jamin warned him not to coz its dunno wat n egg spread lol haha. so in the end i got mine. n i was tearing it into half to give half to jamin. it was so so so hot so i quickly tore n pass it to jamin, n jamin was like..
: u said it was hot n u ask me to hold.
hahahahhaahahhaha. n i couldnt stop laughing lol. :'D

yup. win had to go n i had to go too. so were trying to make up our minds whether to stay or to leave. jamin was super duper funny. n whenever he cracks something. daniel will laugh 5s later. haha he was totally lagging which made it so so so funny. haha val n i couldnt stop laughing n i was sweating in my two layer shirt lol haha. n jamin didnt want us to stand in the middle or no where. n insisted on having a pillar whenever we stop to talk. haha it was soo funny. we laughed abt sky-pii n skyp lol n erm hana two n three. n erm ya alot of stuff haha it was just so funny.

n daniel was totally lagging which made it even more funny lol. but win was emo-ing :( :(
anyway. yup on our way back. jamin was trying to say tht im stupid by saying some stuff abt only stupid ppl can see. n after everyone finished. daniel suddenly turn around n said. oh, no wonder i couldnt see!!! lag lag lag!! haha so so so funny.. i didnt stop laughing throughout.

we thought of going to k box. which was so funny.it'll be super late if we go but its so tempting haha lol. n daniel said tht he never been to k box n he had no money. n jamin was like ah i pay for u la. its ur first time lol haha!! n val n i started laughing at tht lol. haha n we were talking about some van stuff haha. n jamin was vr vr funny haha lol =) go jamin!

when we were at the mrt, i bought this ticket which was usual. but the funny part was tht. daniel was trying to stuff the $2 into the hole for the card!!! lol haha. i couldnt stop laughing n i was trying to tell val n ppl. but i couldnt stop so its like...... .. haha lol anyway yup the trip back was funny too. n they decided to come to my house for mahjong. n we pangsehed win :( he's so poor thing. lol

n coz my mum took the mahjong room. so we had no choice but to play it in the living room haha. it was funny. lol val left half way :( which was sad. coz if she stayed it'll be fun. anyway. my bro subbed her. n we continued playing, erm i won twice. yeah!! n daniel won a few times too lol haha. n he said tht he won everything lol!! n we were bullying jamin coz he dunno how to play haha so funny. but i think he knows now. lol so anyway. for the last round. we bet on truth or dare lol haha. daniel won so he gets to ask. grrr. haha n he;s a cheater bug!!
: "wait till i win! u guys are gonna die" -- vii
"no i dont care, i wont this one last round" -- daniel
cheater!!!! ahha lol. so funny. n jamin gotta go so we dragged a little n they left!! tada! haha the end. so funny!! vivi was jetlacking she so slept. n i watched tv n stuff n slept haha

k. thts the whole day. it was fun. i hope we'll get to go out again. n hopefully, hilmi can join us n win will not be emo. haha lol n jamin must come. haha tada. =) bye guys

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emo emo emo

2008-03-20T06:16:00.000-07:00

hai. i cant believe wat's happening. but i think tht im pms-ing. thts wat jamin thinks so.
this is the first time im actually pms-ing. n for a moment i thought i could get over the insecure feeling i had w hr. but apparently no.

i dunno wats with me. i dont like myself. i feel so horrible. its like. i trust the both of them. but. its just tht. ahhhh i cant control myself. i know what is right but i cant help from being unhappy. its like. it just feels like a thousand butterflies are flying in my tummy n im so nervous. my heart had been so uncomfortable....... he's not replying me coz he's talking to val. just like how he hang me to call val n chat. m i really tht horrible? he shouldnt even have given me any false hope in the first place. grrrr. now im like some kinda idiot. i dont like myself!!

i cant believe it.. fine. i should cool down. i should just forget it n kan kai dian. i should.

ok lets talk abt some other stuff. =) i dont like to be emo emo. ok. sports day.ahh its not really happy anyway. in fact. its sad. it was quite a gd day. until the later part. all i did was skipping n the tele games. which :( im vr guilty over. i wanted to join tht agility thingy. its actually easy. but i didnt take up the courage n join. man! i should have. i want a medal!! lol. anyway. ya thts something i liked but didnt join. val n brandada joined floor ball. Aefy n Aswath were simply Awesome!! haha lol. they are so good! n brenda too! i love her. haha. she saved many many balls. and ya. win was quite upset over coz. ya.......

i joined the tele match. which seriously i shouldnt. i should have given my place to dexing. firstly, it was my fault not to reassure with li sin n form my own team. n caused Dexing not being able to play. it was so unfair for him. :( n also. the ball is cursed. or it didnt like me. it just dont want to fly towards the cans. its flew in all directions n i spend half the time running after it. so i caused my team to lose. although sultan n aefy were great. they could have won. n got gold. but. its me.. =(. man. i have next yr!! i know how to throe the ball now. so. ya hopefully i can join again next year!! =)

so ya, a moody day for me. but i'll be happy tomorrow. i promise!! =)

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2008-03-19T03:09:00.000-07:00

hihi!! =)
let's talk about how have i been rushing alot alot of homework recently. woo!!
haha. the story begins like that.

before i begin to bore u guys. i shall tell u a joke!! haha. erm. its not cold relax. im not lying!! erm. why did Tiger look into the toilet??______________________________ he was looking for Pooh!! hahahahaha. lol is it funny? is it? pls say yes! :)

anyway. ok here it goes. i skipped choir yesterday. which i had been feeling vr vr guilty ever since. the way Amanda said it just made me feel like crying. she is sooo nice. I LOVE HER!. so. ya. it took me a long time to decide. n ya. i chose not to. u see. i have one exposition composition to write a whole pile of A n E maths. a total untouched Physics workbork to be done from page 1! and a physics PPT to complete! and alot alot of english. if i go for choir. i'll be home by 6.30 n nothing can be completed. even if i dont mind dying. i think cher val n bren would love to live a few more years. haha lol. but still. i felt vr vr guilty towards them :( i mean choir.

so ya. i was stressed. but somewhat a bright beam of light apeared and i gained enlightenment!! lol haha. nah. somehow i decided to look at it positively lol coz val n cher were really vr vr stressed. despite physics. they still have Lit! :( haha. somewhat i became vr vr motivated all of a sudden n did all my homework (except for maths). n started doing the PPT =) TADA! haha it lightened val's n cher's burden by alot n im really really happy! coz ya. at least im doing something good. n TADA! this is how fast work can be done when im happy haha lol.

so ya. there's alot of work to be done recently. hai. lol and i rushed home today right after school. n completed the Infrared Poster!! wheee.. haha yay! im so proud of myself. haha i mean. i actually work efficiently!! woo. haha though the poster is not really nice. at least its catchy n its my hard work. i like the rainbow background. but the heading is a little off. coz i did it in sch with the rest. i really dunno wat to do w it. haha. lol so anyway. i charged to school!! within 5 mins which was indeed a miracle. haha lol. n we finished it up n submitted!! lol TADA! im a super man! or no. SUPER GIRL!! dadadada dada!!

n change of our sitting arrangement!! man. im chunked right at the back. n because of tht puny little 1 cm of difference in height. im seperated from brenda!! val thinks tht she's vr ke lian but no!!! cher is fine n happy as she has louiza baside her. n val has lyn ryan leonard eric and bren(on the same side) as her!!! her seat is sooo fun! bren. although isolated at the back as well. has fitri yun xuan elieen eric n ppl. while im super isolated at the other end of the class. far away from them, near the door. haha although lava n kai ling are really nice n funny ppl. haha we are still not as familiar n close u see :( i miss u guys!! oh n btw. win is right beside me. which is... kinda weird. haha but im quite glad its him :p. shhhhhhhhhhh. haha lol so ya. its not a bad thing but we dont talk u see. n i cant possibly bug kai ling n lava every minute! they'll whack me w a dictionary until i faint. lol haha. i miss the days sitting with brenda haha. :)

so!! yup. i finally get a chance to rest coz its sports day tomorrow n it good friday on friday! lol haha. i didnt get to participate in any event this year. so i shall slack the whole of tomorrow haha. hmmmm. lets see. yeah! i can finally rest but actually. no!i gotta do up my TYS n revision 2 by tomorrow!! grrr.. hai. n oh ive known hwan for a year now. n i only knew tht he's from korea recently!! omg. haha lol. guess i should go now. do my maths! :) bye guys.

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neo-prints

2008-03-15T03:54:00.001-07:00

NEO-PRINTS!! TADA!! =) lol.

wednesday's outing.

2008-03-15T01:46:00.000-07:00

(neo-prints)

haha hi guys. im posting again!! :)

and due to val val's request. i shall post about wednesday!! haha..
ok~.. it was a vr funny and happy yet shocking day for me.
in the morning, i was suppossed to go to the dental clinic at 12 20 for my check up.
n my maid woke me up to answer a phone call. which was from my dad.

i said hello in my sleepy voice. n great! he said tht he'll be reaching in 10 minutes. n i was like wa????!!!! n he said: dont tell me tht u're still sleeping. so i went no no. im not im not. im almost done im almost done. n he was getting a little angry, telling me tht he told me about this last night. so i insisted tht im almost done. hah!! n i rushed n multi tasked n ya. but in the end val was coming over. so i called my dad n he decided to come at 11 45 instead. woo. whew. so i took my time......

by 11 40. val came so i went down to pick her up in some random clothes coz i wanted her to pick wat to wear. however!! by the time the both of us came up. my maid was standing at the door asking us to go down. my dad arrived. woaw! thts really. haha. so we charged into my room. made a mess. grabbed watever tht came into out sight n put it in my bag. haha val was like "lark"more "lark" more "lark" watever u see. so in the end i brought alot of stuff out but everything doesnt match. haha therefore i gave up n went out like a clown!! my shoes dont even match. haha n val went : see? told u to "lark" more yea? haha. lol!!

we thought we'll be late but hilmi daniel n win were even later!! lol. hilmi was sooo funny. he

texted val crying for help coz win n daniel dunno where cine is. lol ya. sorry. i think im boring u guys. but personally i find it vr vr funny. agree val? =) *BLINK BLINK*

anyway we watched water horse. awesome movie. i love cruseo.. n val cried. n i only teared!!! yeah! finally for one movie. i didnt cry. n val did!!! yeah!! woohoo. haha. :p. lol anyway. we went to e zone n we played car racing n stuff. i was number 1 until daniel over took me n i crashed n in the end.. :( i came in last!!! so sad. haha lol anyway. ya win lost his phone!! OMG!! haha. n we were all so shocked n stuff. so we went back to the cinema n stuff. asked around. etc.. but we didnt find it. :( (he found it in the end!! ) haha. but anyway. we continued playing n hilmi danced para para!! which was so so so so funny. haha. i think i look worste dancing para para. but its fun lol. :) so anyway. we took neo print!! haha daniel was vr vr funny too. he asked if it could make his muscle look bigger haha. the whole thing was vr fun n funny!! it was the first time the guys actually took a neoprint. win was hiding at the back the whole time. but we were too engrossed to pull him out. anyway. i think we were vr mean towards hilmi. we made him the "shit" made him a girl. n added alot of ribbons n hairband on him haha. lol view above!!

in the end win was rushing for tuition so all of us left lol. wednesday was a funny day for all of us except for him i guess. he lost his phone. forced to take a neo-print n was late for tuition. :(
ya. he found his phone in the end but the memory card was gone. so his mum was so so so funny haha. she said something about not having bad photos or he'll end up like edison chan! haha.

anyway. val ps-ed me tht day. but ya. wei ting asked her to. so. fine! :( i lose. haha lol. thats all for wednesday :). students under 12 yrs old are excused from school bcoz of the flu in hong kong. n im going back to school in 2 days!!! NOOOO!! so unfair. haha lol. i havent been doing any of my holiday homework so i think i better get going before im really doomed!! bye~

vii.

thank u cher cher!!

2008-03-14T07:33:00.000-07:00

haha. hi guys. erm. i believe u guys realized tht there's a change in my blogskin!! yeah!! haha whee. im so happy. i love the doughnuts :). also. i would like all of u to put ur hands together to thank my dearest cheryl!! for helping code the stuff. and gave my blog a skin. lol haha ok tht was a little formal. but anyway. i would like to thank cher.. without her. i wouldn't be able to do up the blogskin. haha. apparently the codes dont love me, so i cant really get them working. they just dont love me!! :( haha. i know nothing about the computer and the coding stuff lol. :p. anyway. wheeehooo. its done! YAY!

also. there is a video of hilmi dancing para para. which is vr cute n funny. haha. i know its vr mean n evil of me to post it on my blog. but i asked if he mind n he was ok. so YAY!! hilmi is so nice. haha but in anyway. i'd like to apologise to him. im sorry. :)

tada!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QxqzaRVF0R8

my 1st post!! wheee

2008-03-14T04:06:00.000-07:00

haha. hi guys. erm. yea. i know its been a very very long time since i last blogged cause my previous was hecked. and i kinda got a phobia. LOL :p. anyway. this is my first post!! yeah. clap clap clap.

so.. i should make my first post a happy one yea? =) lets talk about. my year 2008.
a whole new year started. and im in sec 3 this year. many things have changed. and school is really getting stressful. haha. i am really glad and happy to be in my class. cause all of my classmates are nice. although i dont know if they like me. i love them! all of them. our class can be vr united at times. and im really happy to be part of 3G. Mr Tay is the best form coach one can get and i'll thank Mr Lim one day although his class is stressful. or maybe its ME! im a slow learner. man! is there anyway tht can be cured? :( maybe. i should just try and accept the fact. tht horrible and painful fact! lol.

erm. 3 months have passed. and im already used to the pace n all the stuff. i remembered myself crying everyday when i come home cause i cant solve maths. haha. ive made many new friends. and ya. n i kinda met someone "special". lol. still. i wont jump into things. haha. ive learnt the hard way u see.

i went batam!! for CIP. we visited this orphanage. n worked there for 2 days. a;though its just 2 short days. ive learnt alot. and perhaps our orphange is small. we're vr bonded. the orphans are. i do not know how to explain. they are just so nice. n sincere n. im not gd at this. sorry. man! i miss them, i wanted to bring one home. so badly!! if my parents wont mind. lol

there was this girl. tht looked into my eyes. n her eyes sparkled with tears. my god. i was. melted! i cant control myself n i started crying lol. i didnt want to cry in front of them. but im a failure!! i felt vr bad over it. coz they might think tht....... :( man.

and my niece is attending school now. which. made me feel old haha. i saw her when she's just a new born. i was there when she first knew how to speak. n *blink blink*. she's attending school!haha n the main point is!! she has an awesome uniform which i was so envious over. its BEAUTIFUL!! its like those jap comic uniforms. man! wat was i wearing in KND. haha. lol

oh and of course valentines day. haha. it was.. i was touched. haha first time in my life. ya. i shall keep tht confidential lol. and for the whole 15 yrs of my life. i actually went out with a guy ALONE a few days ago!! lol ive gone insane. seriously. im not suspecting tht. haha.

anyway. ya. i guess its too long for a post so i shall post again when im free!! =)

vii :)