Tuesday, January 19, 2010
haha. speaking about holiday. i think nothing can be compared to travelling with ur best friend. haha. now i know why ppl go for honeymoon. bcos travelling can really allow u to know the other person better. haha. totally!
i went to korea with vivien, together w my bro, my friend, my mum n my mum's best friend. n its was truely a memorable trip :) i loved to mak gu li. the 89 degree drop roller coaster ( which vivien totally freaked out ) the stupid korean boys that tried to flirt us using f*ck and shit (thts the only english they know) haha. shopping at dong dae mun. shopping n eating in hongkong. laughing at nothing. being crazy at a place no one knows us. n many many more! haha.
as a picture speaks a thousand words.. pls just enjoy some of the photos.
as vivien was too afraid. i had to play this spinning thing alone. lol! n im too tired to upload.. :P ppl! just view my FB everything's up there ^^
what we could have been, 4:48 AM.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
i dont miss u. i miss who u used to be..
this quote is so true. haha. i miss who u used to be. alot. n 1 fine day when u decided to return to who u used to be. i will too ^^
this quote is so true. haha. i miss who u used to be. alot. n 1 fine day when u decided to return to who u used to be. i will too ^^
what we could have been, 6:22 PM.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
wow. my last post was in april..
well, this is the last time im gonna blog about unhappy stuff. erm, firstly i'd like u guys to know that, im actually someone with really low confidence. no matter how confident i appear. haha. n im no longer ashame of it. i will start learning how to express myself. becos suffering in silence is too painful.
alot of stuff happened these few months. i've tasted betrayal, been hurt, felt inferior, seen through, picked up, n woke up. haha. im fine now, n i'd like to thank those who hurt me. bcos it made me grow up. haha i mean, because of this, i will know how to face challenges in future. :) n i treasure all of u! sincerely. i am not angry nor upset. im grateful.
everyone know how much i liked him. im not gonna deny this. haha. but well, perhaps its blessing in disguise. like wat val said. perhaps god wants me to bump into him, to learn tht the world isnt as fairytale as i thought it is. n sometimes, i just dont get things my way. i do feel upset, that im so badly portrayed. but i've done watever i could. n explaining will just make me look like im trying to cover up. if u've trusted me enough, nothing can affect u. right? :) lol
u've taught me well. thank u.
after so much, i've seen who r my true friends n i thank god i have them. life would be so terrible if i hadnt have them. ^^
cheryl, though we've been through sour n conflicts. u're always my sister. i love u! even when u're fierce n bossy~ i still like u. haha. im glad i had u.
val! haha i love u. no words can be used to describe this bond i hv w u ^^ n thank u. for picking me up, putting up w my nonsense. u made a great difference in my life. u helped me alot, in alot of levels. n we're born bakers. woot.
tsunhao! sorry for being so bitchy around u. i cant help it i dunno y. u're really my very good friend i wont forget u for life.
kevin n jose. i'll regret my life if i hadnt been ur neighbour, ur sis, ur friend.
vivien! :)
well, this is the last time im gonna blog about unhappy stuff. erm, firstly i'd like u guys to know that, im actually someone with really low confidence. no matter how confident i appear. haha. n im no longer ashame of it. i will start learning how to express myself. becos suffering in silence is too painful.
alot of stuff happened these few months. i've tasted betrayal, been hurt, felt inferior, seen through, picked up, n woke up. haha. im fine now, n i'd like to thank those who hurt me. bcos it made me grow up. haha i mean, because of this, i will know how to face challenges in future. :) n i treasure all of u! sincerely. i am not angry nor upset. im grateful.
everyone know how much i liked him. im not gonna deny this. haha. but well, perhaps its blessing in disguise. like wat val said. perhaps god wants me to bump into him, to learn tht the world isnt as fairytale as i thought it is. n sometimes, i just dont get things my way. i do feel upset, that im so badly portrayed. but i've done watever i could. n explaining will just make me look like im trying to cover up. if u've trusted me enough, nothing can affect u. right? :) lol
u've taught me well. thank u.
after so much, i've seen who r my true friends n i thank god i have them. life would be so terrible if i hadnt have them. ^^
cheryl, though we've been through sour n conflicts. u're always my sister. i love u! even when u're fierce n bossy~ i still like u. haha. im glad i had u.
val! haha i love u. no words can be used to describe this bond i hv w u ^^ n thank u. for picking me up, putting up w my nonsense. u made a great difference in my life. u helped me alot, in alot of levels. n we're born bakers. woot.
tsunhao! sorry for being so bitchy around u. i cant help it i dunno y. u're really my very good friend i wont forget u for life.
kevin n jose. i'll regret my life if i hadnt been ur neighbour, ur sis, ur friend.
vivien! :)
what we could have been, 7:05 AM.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
okays.. its been a long n hard time. there had been ups n downs, happiness n disappointments. n today, 21/4/09 is the official date we step down as choir committee 09'. we've passed the "bathone" our new president - shu yi together with our vp - felicia. i believe in them, n tht choir will be better in their hands ><
firstly.. i'd like to apologise to everyone, for being so bratty, strict, fierce and over demanding. im not a smart person to start with, n thts all i know tht works to push choir better coz i've always believed tht TK n RGS would definately coz us to be marked down. but in anyways, we didnt achieve what we wanted, but its ok. coz WE KNOW WE HAVE IT! n its only the matter of time till we prove it. so jia you!!
haha. enjoyed the last night. making the sec 3s get adrenaline rush.. n we took lots of photographs. which isnt w me but wheee!!
my sec 2s.. though clara, u rly make me vr vr vr angry sometimes. its gd to have u ^^
sec 1s. the quiet yet not quiet ones. haha
i LOVE my sec 3s :) wendy unglam!! haha
dont ask me what is val doing.. i dunno
purple lollipop!! val gave it to me to cheer me up :) hehe. too bad guys, dont be jealous
firstly.. i'd like to apologise to everyone, for being so bratty, strict, fierce and over demanding. im not a smart person to start with, n thts all i know tht works to push choir better coz i've always believed tht TK n RGS would definately coz us to be marked down. but in anyways, we didnt achieve what we wanted, but its ok. coz WE KNOW WE HAVE IT! n its only the matter of time till we prove it. so jia you!!
haha. enjoyed the last night. making the sec 3s get adrenaline rush.. n we took lots of photographs. which isnt w me but wheee!!
my sec 2s.. though clara, u rly make me vr vr vr angry sometimes. its gd to have u ^^
sec 1s. the quiet yet not quiet ones. haha
i LOVE my sec 3s :) wendy unglam!! haha
dont ask me what is val doing.. i dunno
purple lollipop!! val gave it to me to cheer me up :) hehe. too bad guys, dont be jealous
what we could have been, 4:27 AM.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
WOAW!!! guys. can u believe it? vivien n i had been best friends for a DECADE! yups. i know. my poor ten years of my life. haha. but yea.. its marvelous isnt it? :) its on the 7th april. haha why 7th april.. coz we were kinda chatting as usual one fine day n was wondering which was the exact date we became best friends. but it was so long ago so we obviously forgot n decided to make it tht day when we had tht conversation. which was -- 7th april
unfortunately.. we were both not free on the 7th... :( thus, we went out on sat! to celebrate our 10th anniversary..
this is what we did..
we exchanged gifts!! n its the same. wo men de mo qi shi zai de!!
her gift to me..
my gift to u!!
had lunch.. :P
unfortunately.. we were both not free on the 7th... :( thus, we went out on sat! to celebrate our 10th anniversary..
this is what we did..
we exchanged gifts!! n its the same. wo men de mo qi shi zai de!!
her gift to me..
my gift to u!!
had lunch.. :P
what we could have been, 6:33 AM.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
ok this post is dedicated to this pair of sisters. im gonna make it really straight n direct and mean. to the both of you.
number one. today's orientation ( its fun, i'll post this another day) i told the whole choir clearly to bring extra shirts and under garments 3 times! so its not my fault tht u didnt bring n say tht im evil making u play. coz it ur fault being irresponsible. n stop complaining about being allergic towards mama lemon or whatsoever. so is val, n myself. my leg is peeling now, ok?
also, if ur sister always do not sing out, and sings wrongly frequently.. why are u blaming me for being idiotic or whatsoever, coz im not doing any personal attack. i tell others the same way if they sing out of tune too. so it is unfair for u to go around complaining about me n blah. saying tht i'm xin li bian tai or whatever.
if u are so unhappy with me as a sec one.. i wont mind if u quit now, coz we wont be able to work together anyways. especially when ure in my section now. im serious. if u sincerely think tht vanessa is super bad n super evil and always scold us coz she menopause or whatsoever, then why bother looking at me?
im really saying this vr frankly coz i cant stand the way u influence and brian wash the rest of the sec ones. i am not doing this coz i wanna have a good reputation or whatever. but have u thought of it? if u keep telling the whole choir this, will the juniors still listen to me? im really blogging this openly coz i wanna let the both of u know. in ur face. :) dont u think tht u guys are a little too da pai. n u're being a little too proud as a sec one?
haha sorry tht wasnt a post. tht was just something i wanna tell some people but it'll be too mean if i say this face to face n they'll think tht im threatening n create some big hooha again. dont understand they're thinking seriously. haha wth.. yups i know tht was mean n evil, but seriously.. i couldnt find another way n if i say it too nicely.. won't it be ..... ? lol. yups besides tis kind of choir politics. we had our " camp" today and it was fun. but painful. i was in charge of tht flour bubble pool again lol. n i played with the last group!! lol. which is felicia's. i hope they didnt take unglams of me. coz i was seriously vr vr unglam. hope the rest didnt see me too :( n i glided in tht pool, together with those soap and flour lol. my leg is peeling!! ouch LOL~ yups.. i'll post again soon~
number one. today's orientation ( its fun, i'll post this another day) i told the whole choir clearly to bring extra shirts and under garments 3 times! so its not my fault tht u didnt bring n say tht im evil making u play. coz it ur fault being irresponsible. n stop complaining about being allergic towards mama lemon or whatsoever. so is val, n myself. my leg is peeling now, ok?
also, if ur sister always do not sing out, and sings wrongly frequently.. why are u blaming me for being idiotic or whatsoever, coz im not doing any personal attack. i tell others the same way if they sing out of tune too. so it is unfair for u to go around complaining about me n blah. saying tht i'm xin li bian tai or whatever.
if u are so unhappy with me as a sec one.. i wont mind if u quit now, coz we wont be able to work together anyways. especially when ure in my section now. im serious. if u sincerely think tht vanessa is super bad n super evil and always scold us coz she menopause or whatsoever, then why bother looking at me?
im really saying this vr frankly coz i cant stand the way u influence and brian wash the rest of the sec ones. i am not doing this coz i wanna have a good reputation or whatever. but have u thought of it? if u keep telling the whole choir this, will the juniors still listen to me? im really blogging this openly coz i wanna let the both of u know. in ur face. :) dont u think tht u guys are a little too da pai. n u're being a little too proud as a sec one?
haha sorry tht wasnt a post. tht was just something i wanna tell some people but it'll be too mean if i say this face to face n they'll think tht im threatening n create some big hooha again. dont understand they're thinking seriously. haha wth.. yups i know tht was mean n evil, but seriously.. i couldnt find another way n if i say it too nicely.. won't it be ..... ? lol. yups besides tis kind of choir politics. we had our " camp" today and it was fun. but painful. i was in charge of tht flour bubble pool again lol. n i played with the last group!! lol. which is felicia's. i hope they didnt take unglams of me. coz i was seriously vr vr unglam. hope the rest didnt see me too :( n i glided in tht pool, together with those soap and flour lol. my leg is peeling!! ouch LOL~ yups.. i'll post again soon~
what we could have been, 3:36 AM.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
haha hihi its been really long since i last blogged. anyways. yup. life's been really... i dunno what to say. n my CCA! ahhh! i feel like quiting choir. seriously.. i dont wanna go for SYF like this. haha if the juniors heck care till this state. i dont see why should we spend so much time n effort on them.
the SYF is not for us seniors.. i really hope my juniors will understand this. SYF is not for us. its for u guys. its for ur status in GESS. if u guys dont do well the school will not care about u guys anymore. we are going to step down soon. its not gonna affect us. but why do we care so much? it's because we dont want our hardwork to go down the drain. n we dont wanna let our seniors down.
but what have u guys done? u guys have no more interest in choir. its obvious. u guys dont like singing n find choir practice a chore. if its this case why come for training? there is no point. why join SYF? im not trying to be a wet blanket. nor am i some saddist tht loves demoralizing u guys. but u guys gets too proud too easily. for the HK trip, miss khor praised u guys in front of the Yusof Isak n Queens n u guys get all big headed. but u ask urself there are so many schools out there n also, were we really tht good tht day? or its just a way ms khor wants to motivate the rest? besides. the seniors were there to back us up.
the school is realistic. really. if we dont show them any results we are going to suffer. we worked so hard for the past few years and for once the school is starting to be nice to us. so pls! dont let the seniors down. i mean my seniors. n for urself. :)
haha. hai. woo i've let it all out. lol yesterday;s practice was what the heck. haha. my president wrote a script to scold them?! n she cried. n when i took over i expected those very guilty and sorry faces but what i saw was heck care faces. they dont care, n they cant be bothered. which striked to me.. they lost interested in choir already. the others told me to scold to punish. but it doesnt work. being nice to them is worste. so its like.. both soft and hard ways wont work anymore.. i tried motivating them a little.. trying to let them not hate choir tht much. but... there's no point. i stood there like a clown. asking a same question for 7 times, and i had no response. all i want is a simple yes or no. talking to them is worste then talking to the wall. at least when i talk to the wall i hear my echo. but to them. its blank faces and nothing else. it makes us really really really vr pek cek. gahh
what the hell here i go again. ok yups. i should not care anymore. haha my CCA's gonna stop one day.. but my O's will follow me for life. haha. its a really bad day today coz i lost something really really precious to me.. :'( haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. but yups. im ok n im happy. my dog's coming on sat. i've decided to call it.... CHOCO! :)
the SYF is not for us seniors.. i really hope my juniors will understand this. SYF is not for us. its for u guys. its for ur status in GESS. if u guys dont do well the school will not care about u guys anymore. we are going to step down soon. its not gonna affect us. but why do we care so much? it's because we dont want our hardwork to go down the drain. n we dont wanna let our seniors down.
but what have u guys done? u guys have no more interest in choir. its obvious. u guys dont like singing n find choir practice a chore. if its this case why come for training? there is no point. why join SYF? im not trying to be a wet blanket. nor am i some saddist tht loves demoralizing u guys. but u guys gets too proud too easily. for the HK trip, miss khor praised u guys in front of the Yusof Isak n Queens n u guys get all big headed. but u ask urself there are so many schools out there n also, were we really tht good tht day? or its just a way ms khor wants to motivate the rest? besides. the seniors were there to back us up.
the school is realistic. really. if we dont show them any results we are going to suffer. we worked so hard for the past few years and for once the school is starting to be nice to us. so pls! dont let the seniors down. i mean my seniors. n for urself. :)
haha. hai. woo i've let it all out. lol yesterday;s practice was what the heck. haha. my president wrote a script to scold them?! n she cried. n when i took over i expected those very guilty and sorry faces but what i saw was heck care faces. they dont care, n they cant be bothered. which striked to me.. they lost interested in choir already. the others told me to scold to punish. but it doesnt work. being nice to them is worste. so its like.. both soft and hard ways wont work anymore.. i tried motivating them a little.. trying to let them not hate choir tht much. but... there's no point. i stood there like a clown. asking a same question for 7 times, and i had no response. all i want is a simple yes or no. talking to them is worste then talking to the wall. at least when i talk to the wall i hear my echo. but to them. its blank faces and nothing else. it makes us really really really vr pek cek. gahh
what the hell here i go again. ok yups. i should not care anymore. haha my CCA's gonna stop one day.. but my O's will follow me for life. haha. its a really bad day today coz i lost something really really precious to me.. :'( haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. but yups. im ok n im happy. my dog's coming on sat. i've decided to call it.... CHOCO! :)
what we could have been, 2:51 AM.
