Wednesday, January 14, 2009
haha hihi its been really long since i last blogged. anyways. yup. life's been really... i dunno what to say. n my CCA! ahhh! i feel like quiting choir. seriously.. i dont wanna go for SYF like this. haha if the juniors heck care till this state. i dont see why should we spend so much time n effort on them.
the SYF is not for us seniors.. i really hope my juniors will understand this. SYF is not for us. its for u guys. its for ur status in GESS. if u guys dont do well the school will not care about u guys anymore. we are going to step down soon. its not gonna affect us. but why do we care so much? it's because we dont want our hardwork to go down the drain. n we dont wanna let our seniors down.
but what have u guys done? u guys have no more interest in choir. its obvious. u guys dont like singing n find choir practice a chore. if its this case why come for training? there is no point. why join SYF? im not trying to be a wet blanket. nor am i some saddist tht loves demoralizing u guys. but u guys gets too proud too easily. for the HK trip, miss khor praised u guys in front of the Yusof Isak n Queens n u guys get all big headed. but u ask urself there are so many schools out there n also, were we really tht good tht day? or its just a way ms khor wants to motivate the rest? besides. the seniors were there to back us up.
the school is realistic. really. if we dont show them any results we are going to suffer. we worked so hard for the past few years and for once the school is starting to be nice to us. so pls! dont let the seniors down. i mean my seniors. n for urself. :)
haha. hai. woo i've let it all out. lol yesterday;s practice was what the heck. haha. my president wrote a script to scold them?! n she cried. n when i took over i expected those very guilty and sorry faces but what i saw was heck care faces. they dont care, n they cant be bothered. which striked to me.. they lost interested in choir already. the others told me to scold to punish. but it doesnt work. being nice to them is worste. so its like.. both soft and hard ways wont work anymore.. i tried motivating them a little.. trying to let them not hate choir tht much. but... there's no point. i stood there like a clown. asking a same question for 7 times, and i had no response. all i want is a simple yes or no. talking to them is worste then talking to the wall. at least when i talk to the wall i hear my echo. but to them. its blank faces and nothing else. it makes us really really really vr pek cek. gahh
what the hell here i go again. ok yups. i should not care anymore. haha my CCA's gonna stop one day.. but my O's will follow me for life. haha. its a really bad day today coz i lost something really really precious to me.. :'( haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. but yups. im ok n im happy. my dog's coming on sat. i've decided to call it.... CHOCO! :)
the SYF is not for us seniors.. i really hope my juniors will understand this. SYF is not for us. its for u guys. its for ur status in GESS. if u guys dont do well the school will not care about u guys anymore. we are going to step down soon. its not gonna affect us. but why do we care so much? it's because we dont want our hardwork to go down the drain. n we dont wanna let our seniors down.
but what have u guys done? u guys have no more interest in choir. its obvious. u guys dont like singing n find choir practice a chore. if its this case why come for training? there is no point. why join SYF? im not trying to be a wet blanket. nor am i some saddist tht loves demoralizing u guys. but u guys gets too proud too easily. for the HK trip, miss khor praised u guys in front of the Yusof Isak n Queens n u guys get all big headed. but u ask urself there are so many schools out there n also, were we really tht good tht day? or its just a way ms khor wants to motivate the rest? besides. the seniors were there to back us up.
the school is realistic. really. if we dont show them any results we are going to suffer. we worked so hard for the past few years and for once the school is starting to be nice to us. so pls! dont let the seniors down. i mean my seniors. n for urself. :)
haha. hai. woo i've let it all out. lol yesterday;s practice was what the heck. haha. my president wrote a script to scold them?! n she cried. n when i took over i expected those very guilty and sorry faces but what i saw was heck care faces. they dont care, n they cant be bothered. which striked to me.. they lost interested in choir already. the others told me to scold to punish. but it doesnt work. being nice to them is worste. so its like.. both soft and hard ways wont work anymore.. i tried motivating them a little.. trying to let them not hate choir tht much. but... there's no point. i stood there like a clown. asking a same question for 7 times, and i had no response. all i want is a simple yes or no. talking to them is worste then talking to the wall. at least when i talk to the wall i hear my echo. but to them. its blank faces and nothing else. it makes us really really really vr pek cek. gahh
what the hell here i go again. ok yups. i should not care anymore. haha my CCA's gonna stop one day.. but my O's will follow me for life. haha. its a really bad day today coz i lost something really really precious to me.. :'( haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. but yups. im ok n im happy. my dog's coming on sat. i've decided to call it.... CHOCO! :)
what we could have been, 2:51 AM.
