Friday, November 28, 2008
haha new recommendations? lol. JARED!! u can watch epic high next month ><
FAMILY OUTING - RAIN!! vivien showed me this. n i couldnt stop laughing! haha. click on the button beside the volume to allow captions =) its the english subtitle... ><
FAMILY OUTING - RAIN!! vivien showed me this. n i couldnt stop laughing! haha. click on the button beside the volume to allow captions =) its the english subtitle... ><
what we could have been, 9:44 PM.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
hi hi =)
haha. firstly i was so happy the whole of yesterday night when i opened my inbox lol. n today i found my lost textbooks in school. choir was good i mean my section. we have re-grouping :S ok i shall talk about tht later haha.so yup today was a happy day coz most of the stuff went smoothly n i found my books!! :D haha val hyuk kee n sharon came to play pool n dai dee lol. val won money. i lost a little but sharon lost the most lol. i know its not right to gamble lol. we play 10 cents stuff haha.
so yup! choir~ choir is going to HK on the 8. n im not really sure about the temperature then though. but it wont be warm so i kept scaring them n make them bring more clothes lol. coz we're planning to wear the choir gown to sing?! thts crazy. trust me we'll all became ice sticks before we can sing the second song. the wind will kill all of us! haha
so we had audition today. n when val n i sang. wth we were horrible. haha after listening to all the juniors sing lol. it was our turn n i dunno what happened. i sounded as if im slaughtering chickens. haha
audition was ok. lol but i heard tht alot of juniors complain about me :S they say i affected them alot coz of my face?! wth. haha i didnt even give any expression k? i just concentrated on listening n writing down stuff. i wasnt the one giving reactions lo. haha they say tht my no expression face is vr scary~ so sad!!! so when i dont have any exoression im actually dao? :'( omg. haha but if i smile throughout the 20 audition my jaw will drop eh! n hyuk kee said tht he thinks tht i look scary when i have no expression?! wth haha.
anyway, many of them were quite unhappy about the new grouping esp sop 2. but actually they are not under power. we have 6 in sop 1 n 6 in sop 2. if the sop 2s think that they are un evenly scattered. actually they arent. we grouped them according to their voices as in which range are they most suitable and also their volume.. besides the sec 2s will become sec 3s next year. which means they'll become seniors! so there;s no such thing as there is not enough seniors in sop 2. also.. we will graduate. so what happens if we graduate? haha its this long term thing. n if they think sop 1 will be over powered. we have vr soft voices too. n sop has stronger ones too k? sharon n felicia? u guys are loud. so have faith in urself. dont be upset le. n those tht got into alto from sops. maybe singing a lower key will be better for u? maybe u do sound brighter n nicer when its lower just tht u didnt realize? :)
besides wendy n the others aint back yet. plus the sec 1s next year. this is the best way to even it out. for SYF =) so when the next batch of sec 1 comes in. there will be even seniors, n good seniors with tone colour tht they will take after? haha. so im really sorry to everyone tht has to be seperated from ur friends.. :( u can make new ones! :) n besides, by trying this new section u might discover tht u are actually more suitable for this range of voice and sound even better! :D haha. dont worry about being seperated from ur friends. ITS OK! u can concentrate more during practice n catch up tht! see? haha. ><>
n the SYF set piece is not tht bad. really. the timing is not a problem. just count it in ur heart :) n pitch. we'll all do fine. so dont lose faith. n dont be afraid of doing it. coz if we restrict ourselves, the more we wont succeed :P lol. haha GAMBATE! go choir. lets chiong!! haha
blahhhh.. sorry for crapping today. im high lol. really really high. i found my lost textbooks! whee. n itenary is out! so all the stuff tht made me vex this few days are gone!!><>
ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!! i love u guys~
haha. firstly i was so happy the whole of yesterday night when i opened my inbox lol. n today i found my lost textbooks in school. choir was good i mean my section. we have re-grouping :S ok i shall talk about tht later haha.so yup today was a happy day coz most of the stuff went smoothly n i found my books!! :D haha val hyuk kee n sharon came to play pool n dai dee lol. val won money. i lost a little but sharon lost the most lol. i know its not right to gamble lol. we play 10 cents stuff haha.
so yup! choir~ choir is going to HK on the 8. n im not really sure about the temperature then though. but it wont be warm so i kept scaring them n make them bring more clothes lol. coz we're planning to wear the choir gown to sing?! thts crazy. trust me we'll all became ice sticks before we can sing the second song. the wind will kill all of us! haha
so we had audition today. n when val n i sang. wth we were horrible. haha after listening to all the juniors sing lol. it was our turn n i dunno what happened. i sounded as if im slaughtering chickens. haha
audition was ok. lol but i heard tht alot of juniors complain about me :S they say i affected them alot coz of my face?! wth. haha i didnt even give any expression k? i just concentrated on listening n writing down stuff. i wasnt the one giving reactions lo. haha they say tht my no expression face is vr scary~ so sad!!! so when i dont have any exoression im actually dao? :'( omg. haha but if i smile throughout the 20 audition my jaw will drop eh! n hyuk kee said tht he thinks tht i look scary when i have no expression?! wth haha.
anyway, many of them were quite unhappy about the new grouping esp sop 2. but actually they are not under power. we have 6 in sop 1 n 6 in sop 2. if the sop 2s think that they are un evenly scattered. actually they arent. we grouped them according to their voices as in which range are they most suitable and also their volume.. besides the sec 2s will become sec 3s next year. which means they'll become seniors! so there;s no such thing as there is not enough seniors in sop 2. also.. we will graduate. so what happens if we graduate? haha its this long term thing. n if they think sop 1 will be over powered. we have vr soft voices too. n sop has stronger ones too k? sharon n felicia? u guys are loud. so have faith in urself. dont be upset le. n those tht got into alto from sops. maybe singing a lower key will be better for u? maybe u do sound brighter n nicer when its lower just tht u didnt realize? :)
besides wendy n the others aint back yet. plus the sec 1s next year. this is the best way to even it out. for SYF =) so when the next batch of sec 1 comes in. there will be even seniors, n good seniors with tone colour tht they will take after? haha. so im really sorry to everyone tht has to be seperated from ur friends.. :( u can make new ones! :) n besides, by trying this new section u might discover tht u are actually more suitable for this range of voice and sound even better! :D haha. dont worry about being seperated from ur friends. ITS OK! u can concentrate more during practice n catch up tht! see? haha. ><>
n the SYF set piece is not tht bad. really. the timing is not a problem. just count it in ur heart :) n pitch. we'll all do fine. so dont lose faith. n dont be afraid of doing it. coz if we restrict ourselves, the more we wont succeed :P lol. haha GAMBATE! go choir. lets chiong!! haha
blahhhh.. sorry for crapping today. im high lol. really really high. i found my lost textbooks! whee. n itenary is out! so all the stuff tht made me vex this few days are gone!!><>
ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!! i love u guys~
what we could have been, 5:18 AM.
Friday, November 21, 2008
Photos of my lab attachment! :D
me, bren, zhou ting ( zhu shi ye) , lucy ( shi fu )
pic of us n our master haha :)
my shi fu n i haha she's actually vr pretty in person ^^
fitting the vr small pipette tips into the box. haha tedious yea?
yes! a completed box :D
a small little part of the many pipette boxes we filled.
the membrane being washed by the auto shaking machine. haha. it gives me sea sick
the dyed samples. its concentration can be tested via its colour by a machine =) n this was the experiment i screwed up :(
bren loading the samples for PCR
one fifth (or maybe less than) of the many boxes we filled.. haha
running western blot =) it uses the the positive n negative charge of electricity, to move the cell proteins ( - charge ) down the gel, the proteins will then seperate according to size. the smallest bellow =)
pipetting 5 ml of SDS for TBST ^^
bren using the TBST to wash the membranes =)
me filling the pipette tips haha trust me. its a tiring job :p
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haha sorry for the emo-ness the other day lol. stressed out.
anyway. my lab attachment ended!! wheee. but on the other hand i feel sad =( i really like my attachee lucy >< n the other jie jies. haha they are nice. n we had fun filling pipette tips for them =) n i enjoyed the cheers we get for being efficient haha. now tht its over... i feel empty lol. and a little relieved coz im stressed free maybe? :p hee
anyway. lab attachment was fun n tiring n i really gained alot of knowledge =) maybe. for at least i know what is western blot n real time PCR now lol. n i know how to function the pipette well. make TBST fill in pipette tips efficiently? :p lol. n getting the pellets, scraping n harvesting the cells.
the exoerience we had at the dark room was classic. =) haha n the cold room. its at 4 degrees. n there'll be smoke if u look carefully at ur breath lol. i wore short pants into it. wooo haha lol. it was really nice n i'd really wanna thank everyone in the lab ^^ sorry for causing trouble n being so clumsy. i really gained alot =) haha
Lucy especially. she was my attachee haha. i always feel as if im bullying her. coz im the typical yue bang yue mang ppl u can find on earth lol. n zhou ting =) our zhu shi ye! haha she shares the same love for korean singers like big bang! haha u have no idea how happy tht made me :p yup thts about it.
im happy again. n i promise to enjoy my holidays until school starts again! gahhhh. i am really sorry n guilty for not doing all my homework. i dont think i'll be able to face Mr Lim next year. but i really wont be able to do my work now. so i'f rather enjoy myself as much as i can n put in 120% of hard work next year, i'll be super attentive n hand in my homewrok on time. i promise! but for now............ mia ne. cheong mai miane!
me, bren, zhou ting ( zhu shi ye) , lucy ( shi fu )
pic of us n our master haha :)
my shi fu n i haha she's actually vr pretty in person ^^
fitting the vr small pipette tips into the box. haha tedious yea?
yes! a completed box :D
a small little part of the many pipette boxes we filled.
the membrane being washed by the auto shaking machine. haha. it gives me sea sick
the dyed samples. its concentration can be tested via its colour by a machine =) n this was the experiment i screwed up :(
bren loading the samples for PCR
one fifth (or maybe less than) of the many boxes we filled.. haha
running western blot =) it uses the the positive n negative charge of electricity, to move the cell proteins ( - charge ) down the gel, the proteins will then seperate according to size. the smallest bellow =)
pipetting 5 ml of SDS for TBST ^^
bren using the TBST to wash the membranes =)
me filling the pipette tips haha trust me. its a tiring job :p
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haha sorry for the emo-ness the other day lol. stressed out.
anyway. my lab attachment ended!! wheee. but on the other hand i feel sad =( i really like my attachee lucy >< n the other jie jies. haha they are nice. n we had fun filling pipette tips for them =) n i enjoyed the cheers we get for being efficient haha. now tht its over... i feel empty lol. and a little relieved coz im stressed free maybe? :p hee
anyway. lab attachment was fun n tiring n i really gained alot of knowledge =) maybe. for at least i know what is western blot n real time PCR now lol. n i know how to function the pipette well. make TBST fill in pipette tips efficiently? :p lol. n getting the pellets, scraping n harvesting the cells.
the exoerience we had at the dark room was classic. =) haha n the cold room. its at 4 degrees. n there'll be smoke if u look carefully at ur breath lol. i wore short pants into it. wooo haha lol. it was really nice n i'd really wanna thank everyone in the lab ^^ sorry for causing trouble n being so clumsy. i really gained alot =) haha
Lucy especially. she was my attachee haha. i always feel as if im bullying her. coz im the typical yue bang yue mang ppl u can find on earth lol. n zhou ting =) our zhu shi ye! haha she shares the same love for korean singers like big bang! haha u have no idea how happy tht made me :p yup thts about it.
im happy again. n i promise to enjoy my holidays until school starts again! gahhhh. i am really sorry n guilty for not doing all my homework. i dont think i'll be able to face Mr Lim next year. but i really wont be able to do my work now. so i'f rather enjoy myself as much as i can n put in 120% of hard work next year, i'll be super attentive n hand in my homewrok on time. i promise! but for now............ mia ne. cheong mai miane!
what we could have been, 5:22 AM.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
i am sick and tired of my life. sorry i really need to vent before i go crazy.. really.
here i am going to NUS everyday early in the morning. work in the lab n stand till my knee hurts n go home at night. everyday. its true i learnt alot. which im really happy about. i love science. but after i screwed this experiment of 1 week of hard work. i feel different. n seriously. its really tiring. i cant even sleep properly. i have no time for myself. I DIDNT SKIP CHOIR ON PURPOSE. OK?
im already tired over the attachment n here it is. RESPONSIBILITY. my CCA, yes i agree tht i might be irresponsible not going in for choir for 2 weeks. at the time we're about to go to HK. but my attachment was confirmed so long ago n i clearly told her tht i'll be gone for 2 weeks. just take it as im overseas. n she said ok?!
n now. becoz she cant handle it or whatsoever. she's pushing all the blames n responsibilities to me. whatever! i dont care. i dont even bother explaining nor talking to ppl. she complains tht she has no one to talk to. but she didnt even try. n when miss khor speaks loudly its not called scolding. thts just the way she speaks. she've been like tht since im P2. i know everyone hates me now. but im too tired. im sorry ppl. its not like im doing it on purpose. its not like im pon-ing choir. its different.
if it wasnt me. will ppl get so worked up? if they were to just take it as im overseas? what does it mean tht vanessa is in charge of choir this week? when vanessa is officially on lab attachment then. i understand how stressful life can get sometimes. i get stressed out too ok? we're all the same. im trying my best to do my part. im tyring my freaking best to learn up the songs on my own. so tht i wont be tht lost when i get back.
i know i sound really bad now. but i dont care. i am tired of making ppl not dislike me. i just wanna rest. i am sick of homework sick of explaining sick of telling ppl its not my fault im sorry n whatsoever....
i need to go back to hong kong. why am i still here? im really sorry for being such a bitch tonight. i just needed to blast. haha. sorry about tht. but is there anyone out there who understands me? coz im really miserable now.
here i am going to NUS everyday early in the morning. work in the lab n stand till my knee hurts n go home at night. everyday. its true i learnt alot. which im really happy about. i love science. but after i screwed this experiment of 1 week of hard work. i feel different. n seriously. its really tiring. i cant even sleep properly. i have no time for myself. I DIDNT SKIP CHOIR ON PURPOSE. OK?
im already tired over the attachment n here it is. RESPONSIBILITY. my CCA, yes i agree tht i might be irresponsible not going in for choir for 2 weeks. at the time we're about to go to HK. but my attachment was confirmed so long ago n i clearly told her tht i'll be gone for 2 weeks. just take it as im overseas. n she said ok?!
n now. becoz she cant handle it or whatsoever. she's pushing all the blames n responsibilities to me. whatever! i dont care. i dont even bother explaining nor talking to ppl. she complains tht she has no one to talk to. but she didnt even try. n when miss khor speaks loudly its not called scolding. thts just the way she speaks. she've been like tht since im P2. i know everyone hates me now. but im too tired. im sorry ppl. its not like im doing it on purpose. its not like im pon-ing choir. its different.
if it wasnt me. will ppl get so worked up? if they were to just take it as im overseas? what does it mean tht vanessa is in charge of choir this week? when vanessa is officially on lab attachment then. i understand how stressful life can get sometimes. i get stressed out too ok? we're all the same. im trying my best to do my part. im tyring my freaking best to learn up the songs on my own. so tht i wont be tht lost when i get back.
i know i sound really bad now. but i dont care. i am tired of making ppl not dislike me. i just wanna rest. i am sick of homework sick of explaining sick of telling ppl its not my fault im sorry n whatsoever....
i need to go back to hong kong. why am i still here? im really sorry for being such a bitch tonight. i just needed to blast. haha. sorry about tht. but is there anyone out there who understands me? coz im really miserable now.
what we could have been, 5:51 AM.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
WELCOME!!! today.. i'll be sharing w u guys. my chart for the top 10 cutest guys ><>
TOP!! from big bang :) haha he is really charming and his voice is awesome!! haha.
Ruan Jing Tian.. everyones prince charming after fated to love you ><
bosco.. he has this really cute personality. although he is quite cocky sometimes :S
dae sung!!!! ahhhhh haha. his character is super cute!! haha seriously u'll love him after family outing :) n he doesnt style his hair!! which makes him more style n cute. haha i dunno y but i have this love for guys tht doesnt style their hair. i think they look nicer tht way lol.
tae yang!! he has super small yet charming eyes haha. which makes him cuter :) guys w small eyes are cute ^^
Say tht he's not cute.. n DIE!!!! hahahahahhahah
waaaa i dont think anyone can say tht he isnt cute..
hyun bin.. must i eleborate? :) hehe
ex- dao ming si.. current dong fang xiang. lol haha.
haha TADA!! i know there's only 9 :p the 10th has all the criteria of the above ppl. :) n he isnt a celebrity >< haha. lol.
TOP!! from big bang :) haha he is really charming and his voice is awesome!! haha.
Ruan Jing Tian.. everyones prince charming after fated to love you ><
bosco.. he has this really cute personality. although he is quite cocky sometimes :S
dae sung!!!! ahhhhh haha. his character is super cute!! haha seriously u'll love him after family outing :) n he doesnt style his hair!! which makes him more style n cute. haha i dunno y but i have this love for guys tht doesnt style their hair. i think they look nicer tht way lol.
tae yang!! he has super small yet charming eyes haha. which makes him cuter :) guys w small eyes are cute ^^
Say tht he's not cute.. n DIE!!!! hahahahahhahah
waaaa i dont think anyone can say tht he isnt cute..
hyun bin.. must i eleborate? :) hehe
ex- dao ming si.. current dong fang xiang. lol haha.
haha TADA!! i know there's only 9 :p the 10th has all the criteria of the above ppl. :) n he isnt a celebrity >< haha. lol.
what we could have been, 7:04 PM.
Friday, November 7, 2008
ahhhhhhhhhhh my leg is horrible. lol. yup i know its disgusting. sorry. but it hurts like hell. haha lol. anyway... val n ppl came to visit me yesterday :) yeah! haha it was so nice of them. but it'll be nicer if they warned me. haha. i was playing dai dee with my father n bro n they suddenly came :p i was super unglam k? haha. n he walked in n i scream!!! lol haha. mu father laughed. but ya. i was totally shocked. but im really happy he came =) n of course jared n ppl >< the 5 10 15 was fun.
n ohh. i realize something recently. haha i really dont like petty guys :p haha. i dunno why lol. n ppl like to take what i say negatively right? :( haha haiiiiiiii
but its really my mouth. when i say something tht sounds bad. i really dont mean it k? lol nvm. oh n when ppl think tht i always act cute, its just tht they havent see the man side of me. trust me. haha. wait till i fight w hyuk kee. they'll know. lol
what we could have been, 6:07 PM.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
yup :) tht is my head. n yup it is bleeding. haha i fainted in the toilet this morning while getting ready to go to school. n all of a sudden i fainted on the floor. haha it just black out n i dont really remember much. i only remember waking up, found myself in the toilet n crawled out. n i was still vr vr giddy then lol haha.
my dad told me tht i called his hp for help. haha but i remember smsing someone. i wasnt sure. i remember my mum blowing my hair though. but i dont remember anything. i couldnt tell the difference between dream n reality. i remember dreaming tht my parents were beside me screaming tht the pillow has blood or something like tht. but tht was what happened. but when i remember texting val or something, i didnt message them at all. lol haha they say its called short term memory lost. woaw. haha. but ya i fainted n banged my head n thighs. so now my leg is swallon n my head has blood. :(
went to the doctor at around 9 plus 10. n my mum didnt go w me. she flew back to HK -.- when i just fainted. how nice. in anyway.. yup went to the doctor. he said tht there might be slight concussion but i can stay at home. so i didnt go to the hospital. but he kept repeating all the things to look out for like 20 times. just in case i dont remember -.- my blood pressure was like 90/55!! the nurse was like wa! haha lol. funny. anyway yup. it was a scary experience and i know im very calm. haha my dad's freaking out though. stayed at home. n i cant even wash my hair nor lie down. coz the wound hurts :(
n im down with a month's medication for the nerves whatever thingy. its for my brain. to help stop or prevent internal bleeding or somethign like tht. so lets just hope tht i'll become smarter after eating it :)
what we could have been, 10:01 PM.
Sunday, November 2, 2008
haha hihi this post is dedicated to JARED!!! >< im so happy. haha welcome jared. for joining the love for big ban and wonder girls.. =) these are a few of their songs which vivien recommended me and i loved it. hope u guys like it too :)
one thing i like about big bang its tht all of their songs are catchy n their MV has stories. so its like listening to good songs + watching short movies. haha i cried watching haru haru. its really good..
one thing i like about big bang its tht all of their songs are catchy n their MV has stories. so its like listening to good songs + watching short movies. haha i cried watching haru haru. its really good..
what we could have been, 1:00 AM.
Saturday, November 1, 2008
I REGRET NOT GOING TO VIVO WITH VIVIEN SIM!!!! DAMN IT!!!!
Whatever.. they recognise vivien, she can speak and understand korean.. thye chatted. maneger wanted to get her number~ WHATEVER!!! ahhhhh.. :'( TAKE PHOTO WITH MY BOYFRIEND!! FINE hmmmm haha.. damn it. im so upset n pissed and i regret soooo much.
ok this is what happens... vivi n i went to novena today to shop. but by a pleasant accident. LAST FOR ONE was there too. they are the best b boys in the world. they've won many many awards. i watched them perform at explanade. its called b boys and the ballerina. if u guys heard of it. they're really really good. n they're cute. haha zero-nine n my boyfriend. woo haha this is the video of their performance :)
yup so after tht there was a photo taking session. vivi n i were 2nd in the Q :) hehehe i took twice haha. the guy next to me is my boyfriend (Jun Hyo Min) :)we look so good together yea? yup i know. thanks ><
so yea. we kinda interacted so i keep screaming at them in korean :p and their manager actually filmed vivi n i :) he took the video cam and ask us to say a few words to last for one. so we screamed into the cam lol. the whole mall was looking at us but what the heck. they hugged me. haha i hugged my boyfriend. n he shaked my hand. coz i said i really love him alot in korean n he said thank u vr vr politely. but vivi had better dai yu. coz she's a cheater. she started confessing even before taking the photo so everyone hugged her. n after tht she said thank u in korean n everyone turn around n bow to her!!!!!!!!!!! what the helllllllll :'( i wanna cry le
after tht. they had another performance at vivo. but i didnt go. vivien went. n they recognised her. n she use all the skills n in the end they ask her to join them eh. as in wave their hands and ask her over. WTH! n she went over. she took a photo with my boyfriend FACE to FACE. coz she zi pai. n the whole group started to chat w her. in korean n she replied them in simple korean n english. WTH she sat at the backstage n chat w them eh!! WTH n they even tease her with the youngest member after they found out she's 15!! -.-.... n they asked her to hug zero-nine. n she act cute n say cannot in korean. good la! as in wa... very difficult to put it in words. so unfair. vivi is sooo lucky :( as in they were really chatting n they're vr nice to her. damn it. they chat n tease n stuff. in korean somemore. good la vivien. can act cute. can understand korean, can speak korean.... :'( i wanna cry. haha hyuk kee!! tuitor me korean from today onwards!!!
n the manager (obviously recognizes her) wanted her hp number. but his hp rang so they all gotta go for the next show. FREAK!!!!!!!!!! i really should have went w her. stay at home for what?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!!!
I REGRET I REGRET I REGRET!!!
Whatever.. they recognise vivien, she can speak and understand korean.. thye chatted. maneger wanted to get her number~ WHATEVER!!! ahhhhh.. :'( TAKE PHOTO WITH MY BOYFRIEND!! FINE hmmmm haha.. damn it. im so upset n pissed and i regret soooo much.
ok this is what happens... vivi n i went to novena today to shop. but by a pleasant accident. LAST FOR ONE was there too. they are the best b boys in the world. they've won many many awards. i watched them perform at explanade. its called b boys and the ballerina. if u guys heard of it. they're really really good. n they're cute. haha zero-nine n my boyfriend. woo haha this is the video of their performance :)
yup so after tht there was a photo taking session. vivi n i were 2nd in the Q :) hehehe i took twice haha. the guy next to me is my boyfriend (Jun Hyo Min) :)we look so good together yea? yup i know. thanks ><
so yea. we kinda interacted so i keep screaming at them in korean :p and their manager actually filmed vivi n i :) he took the video cam and ask us to say a few words to last for one. so we screamed into the cam lol. the whole mall was looking at us but what the heck. they hugged me. haha i hugged my boyfriend. n he shaked my hand. coz i said i really love him alot in korean n he said thank u vr vr politely. but vivi had better dai yu. coz she's a cheater. she started confessing even before taking the photo so everyone hugged her. n after tht she said thank u in korean n everyone turn around n bow to her!!!!!!!!!!! what the helllllllll :'( i wanna cry le
after tht. they had another performance at vivo. but i didnt go. vivien went. n they recognised her. n she use all the skills n in the end they ask her to join them eh. as in wave their hands and ask her over. WTH! n she went over. she took a photo with my boyfriend FACE to FACE. coz she zi pai. n the whole group started to chat w her. in korean n she replied them in simple korean n english. WTH she sat at the backstage n chat w them eh!! WTH n they even tease her with the youngest member after they found out she's 15!! -.-.... n they asked her to hug zero-nine. n she act cute n say cannot in korean. good la! as in wa... very difficult to put it in words. so unfair. vivi is sooo lucky :( as in they were really chatting n they're vr nice to her. damn it. they chat n tease n stuff. in korean somemore. good la vivien. can act cute. can understand korean, can speak korean.... :'( i wanna cry. haha hyuk kee!! tuitor me korean from today onwards!!!
n the manager (obviously recognizes her) wanted her hp number. but his hp rang so they all gotta go for the next show. FREAK!!!!!!!!!! i really should have went w her. stay at home for what?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!!!
I REGRET I REGRET I REGRET!!!
what we could have been, 2:50 AM.
