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Monday, May 19, 2008

hey.. =) yea. im really very very happy that miracle happened times and times again in sichuan. there are many very touching stories!! tht id like to share..

1st- when the buildings were collapsing a woman with her 3 months baby were trapped. the mother used her body to support and protect her bay. n she knew tht she wont be able to make it. so she used her last breath to type a text to her child. she said : if u are able to make it, remember tht mummy love you!!! :'(

2nd- a man trapped under the tiles for several days, persevered. he was able to communicate with the rest but he couldnt get out! the press called his family n he promised them tht he will live for the people tht love him. i was so touched by what he said. n he was injured badly but he tried his vr vr best. after 5 hours of rescueing. he was out. n he was already all worn out. n maybe because he relaxed. he passed away on the stretcher!!!!! :'(

3rd - a teacher sacrificed himself to protect the children. when the building collapsed he hugged the kids and used his body to protect them from the falling tiles. n he passed away, the children survived..

4th- the rescuers worked day n night. n super hard to save the rest. but who will save their familie? the fanily of rescuer passed away in this disaster n he still put in his whole heart to help the rest coz he dont want more peoople to be like him~ hao wei da

5th- a girl was trapped for 120 over hours. n her boyfriend sat beside all the tiles to talk to her. he accomapnied her throughout. asking what kind iof wedding she would prefer n keep bugging her not allowing her to sleep. n finally!! she was out!!! =) n he carried her n ran to the ambulance coz the people were too slow..

6th- due to the long hours under the heavy tiles. many of them had to get their limbs amputated. a young boy cried n begged the doctors to let him keep one hand. he dont mind only one. coz he'd really want to learn n become someone useful. :( we were given the chance to study n excel~ why cant we be like tht?

7th- n to save people/ many methods are used. n they even amputated their limbs just to get them out. n becoz of the lack of medication they passed away.

there are many other stories. the people in sichuan needs our help. could i hereby please call upon all of u to put our hands together n help them. the china embassy is collecting money n items like old blankets, clothes n tents. please help them!! =)

btw. check this out!! http://viitadolce.livejournal.com

what we could have been, 3:25 AM.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008












hey i wonder if u guys heard about the earthquake in sichuan?.. please. i urge all of u. help them if u can. a little donations makes a lot of difference.

i'm having alot of mixed feelings now. its so sad. its so unfair... god. please stop raining. they are trying their best to safe as many as they can. please make it easier for them. i know crying here doesnt work. but i feel so useless. i feel tht theres nothing i can do.

i saw many of them homeless. crying. they lost everything!! they used to live a happy live like all of us. but the earthquake. it took so many lives. broke so many happy familes. all the kids in school they still have a long way! i was especially touched when i saw wen jia bao. talking to this orphan. whom just lost her parents. he told her tht the government would take care of her. n encourage her to continue n live a good live. n tht girl was crying. crying really badly. n i just feel. so upset. so so upset n vr vr touched.

just one single school. n its so many lives. how many families are broken? this is.. .. they only have one child. what about the parents? n those who couldnt find their parents. how are they gonna live without them. they are still so young. if u dump me on the road. i cant survive myself. the whole network is down n they all lost contact. they must be so worried. how would i feel if i were them? i'll be vr vr lost. n scared. i dont want this to happen. its like. within tht few minutes. a whole town is gone. the whole town. all the buildings everything down to earth. how many lives are there? i cant imagine. i dont like disasters..

they dont have much money. n they lost everything. everything is gone. their families their home. everything. many of them have only 1 child. n if they are gone. thats it.. its all gone.. i saw this guy in his mid 50s i think. n he relies on his son. n now?. a preganant woman is trapped n is fighting for survial. firemen had been crawling in to feed her w water n stuff. but her stomach is trapped by a pillar n couldnt come out. but shes vr vr strong. for her child. the firemen had been working for 2 days without sleep n water. coz they know tht there are still many waiting for them.

n what am i doing here? do u guys know how fortunate we are? the people in sichaun. they are really vr pityful. please dont say stuff like. why care? its not singapore. no! NO!. we are all chinese. there is nothing else for us to admit. we are true chinese. n we should help one another out. wo men shi zhong guo ren. yi ding yao bao hu wo men de tong bao!!

im really touched. really really touched to see others in china. fighting to donate blood to those in need. helping out chinese. =) n they are all youths. coz they know many of them needs it. n their blood can save lives. china has hope. the next generation has hope. n people in hongkong are all uniting n donating money. just today. they donated HK$ 130 000 000! go china. go sichuan. dont give up~. others please help =) they need us.

vii





what we could have been, 6:40 AM.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008








ahhhhh!!! hwan heo is so dead. im gonna kill him.. lol. look at me!! im filled with chacoal~~. lol


haha. ok i know i look kinda act cute in those photos i dunno y. n i dont have anymore.so pls just bear with me. anyway.. bill was having a class party. n i of couse joined them. haha lol. i think many of them will hate me by now. but.. nvm!!


it was so fun, haha i feel so smart and clever all of a sudden coz i started the fire!! one all by myself. n another with hwan. n i kinda butted in for felicia's. hope she dont mind. anyway. the whole process was fun.


n in the end i ended up wiping charcoal on their faces. lol. haha i know i started it. but tht hwan heo!! he grabbed my hands n keep wiping charcoal. ahh.just becoz he is stronger. this is sooo unfair!!!! im gonna go to the gym n train from now on. one fine day ill be stronger than him n wipe charcoal on him. haha. it was so funny. we kept fighting non stop. n its so tiring. he's face is like a cat too. so fair fair. n i get to wash it n he dont!!! wheee.


i chasd this guy tht said tht i couldnt cook. but in the end i lost hai. hwan n like fighting w me. n tht BB guy wanted to make me. so hwan n i concluded tht we should join force. but my bro came so i didnt get to make tht BB guy lol. he's so mean. he keep calling me this. super hyper something. it has something to do with my high pitch n choir. GRRRR. DONT LOOK DOWN ON PERFORMANCE ARTS COZ I CAN START THE FIRE BETTER THAN YOU!!! MUAHAHAHAH.


hwan heo., im gonna kill u if i get a pimple outbreak. n im gonna claim medical fees from u! u scratched me. CAT!! meow lol.. ahh im so hyper now. its so fun~~ going down n play again see ya!


love,


vii















what we could have been, 4:21 AM.
Monday, May 12, 2008

whee. a maths is over. haha lol. bio n chem MCQ tmr!! =) n it'll be over. YES!! i lost quite a few marks today. bcoz of my "cok eye"ness lol. i wrote 9 n when i copied. i copied 8. so my whole equation went wrong. gahhh!! :(

n wheee... ashwath rocks! haha. thanks.. for whatever. coz it really made me feel alot better knowing tht u dont hate me =). haha. n i wasnt unhappy with u from the start. i was never. i wasnt even angry.. so dont think tht i am in case some misunderstandings occur again. n also thanks harris!!! =)

i recieved this care bear today!! haha n its purple. its super cute.. it might have crawled into my bag secretly!! *gasp* haha lol. it is alive!! n appeared magically. ahhhhh!! maybe it can sing n talk to me after a period of time.. lol haha. but it'll be scary then. anyway. i went to the skin doc today. coz my mummy couldnt stand my pimples gahh.. n im on 7 week medication. which i feel vr unsafe. its like so long.. so i asked the nurse. its not like im questioning. m just asking with a bright smile. n she scolded my mum n i. n we were like. gahhhh.

so yup. exam ends tmr wheee...

CALLING OUT TO ALL 2gians.. THERE WILL BE A POOL SIDE PARTY AT MY HOUSE ON WED. FROM 2-6pm.. BBQ OF LIGHT SNACKS N SWIMMING POOL TO BE PUSHED INTO. PLEASE COMFIRM THE NUMBER OF PPL COMING WITH ME ON TUES K? =) SEE YA.

with love,
vii

what we could have been, 12:48 AM.
Sunday, May 11, 2008

ok haha. this is the last post im gonna make abt tht A n B thingy. haha. the convo tht B said was * funny. lol. tada. after posting this. everythings really gonna end. n i'll feel much better. n losen up.


::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
we need to talk
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
what do u have in mind
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
will u feel better saying it out
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
coz i will
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
this cant go on at this rate we'll see each another at war u know
Sens3i says:
inot starting wars =)
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
its like on one hand u are so mena n evil towards me n on msn n ur blog u go all emo n now the whole world hates me
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i dont understand
Sens3i says:
?
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
n u r obviously investigator
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
ahh
Sens3i says:
u dun even go my blog so why do u care
Sens3i says:
nobody goes
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
do u understand what m i trying to say seriously
Sens3i says:
er
Sens3i says:
yeah?
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
nvm i give up
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i really give up le
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i really wanna sort out things
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
but u are
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
not giving me the change
Sens3i says:
then sort out lar
Sens3i says:
listening rite
Sens3i says:
saywhat u wan ar
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i have nothing to say e
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
*le
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
think however u wish
Sens3i says:
sure sure
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
bitch abt me however u want
Sens3i says:
just say lar
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i really give up
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
good night win
Sens3i says:
i got scold u bitch meh?
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
Sens3i says:
dumb
Sens3i says:
thats what ashwath say
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i said bitch abt me not say tht im a bitch
Sens3i says:
read my blog properly next time
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
do u know an idiom zuo zie xing xu
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
read what i typed carefully next time
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i didnt read it others told me
Sens3i says:
seriously
Sens3i says:
hurry up and tell me what u wan
Sens3i says:
i just got a new phone
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i have nothing to say le
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
coz
Sens3i says:
can u like stop being like that
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
stop win stop
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
u have to stop
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
scrol up n read the whole convo from the start
Sens3i says:
u wan settle settle now
Sens3i says:
finally getting somewhere
Sens3i says:
continue
Sens3i says:
done
Sens3i says:
finish up what u want to prove to me
Sens3i says:
then we stop being at war than u can go and relac relac with harris
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
there;s nothing i'd like to prove i dont care of however u think of me it doesnt matter
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
im just proving to myself what kind of person are u
Sens3i says:
i also dun care, i want things to stop now
Sens3i says:
so say what u want to say
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
n if i'd really wanna be w harris
Sens3i says:
i want to hear
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i dont even need to care of whether u care
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
so its like
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
can u stop seriously
Sens3i says:
then why the hell u start to talk to me in the first place
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
if making me misserable please u
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
u succeeded
Sens3i says:
if u dun mind
Sens3i says:
i am being mean
Sens3i says:
u wana settle things than u call me and settle,
Sens3i says:
u dun come here beat about the bush
Sens3i says:
dumb sia
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i dont wanna call
Sens3i says:
wan talk talk, dun wan talk then dun
Sens3i says:
fine just fucking sms me
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i dont wish to waste my phone bill
Sens3i says:
joke sia.....funny bodoh
Sens3i says:
like one dumb
Sens3i says:
nothing
Sens3i says:
u dun wan settle no problem
Sens3i says:
turn your whole world against me
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
ok im juts gonna summarise le
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i dont care how u think but by trying to mke me angry
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
its a waste of time
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
u n me need to study for Sa
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
also, im not w harris n i dont have to care of how u feel
Sens3i says:
then dun talk to me in the first place, waste my time
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
so it doesnt matter
Sens3i says:
read my post
Sens3i says:
i dun care about u no more
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
high five
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
ok so u stop n ill not start
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
i dont wanna go to war with u
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
it'll be bad
Sens3i says:
good
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
so in tht case
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
good night
::. vΑиЄsЅa˚‡Ю says:
Sens3i says:
next time u want to talk talk about relevant topics
Sens3i says:
u better not waste my time


...

wa! i didnt know it was so long. omg haha. since A n B is so obvious since the begining i shall not be bothered to change le. n since B keep using personal attack on his. lol. an eye for an eye. haiii.. this world's gonna go blind one day. n its my fault. but i dont care le. im really angry this time.. the situation is clear yet he interpretates it a diff way. lol.

what we could have been, 2:50 AM.
Saturday, May 10, 2008



do we look like we're clubbinng? no we're not. haha.

does she look drunk?

wa. sometimes its so difficult to understand why are ppl thinking the way they are. hmm. maybe i should study psycology with brenda in U!! haha. but i wanna study medical.. hai. why do some ppl think tht i treat them like dogs? when did i ever. i respect everyone of u around me k? i only bully val. haha

i bully val. sometimes. quite a few times. ok. most of the time. gahhhhh.. hyuk kee's gonna kill me. omg. ahhhhh.. n ahhhh. muscle ache. i can feel the pain typing. vivien came yesterday. n we exercised for 3 hours. haha. lol. first we went to the gym. n exercised for 1 hours plus. n we took video of her pulling the arm thingy. it was so so so so funny!! haha. next.. we went to swim. lol. the water was like icy. n we were freezing by the pool.
we tap tap tap the water on our chest. n walk down by 1 step haha lol. i think the ppl around the pool must be laughing at us. n when we went in. we kinda freaked this guy away by my unglamness. lol haha. i bet vivi is laughing.
next we went to this furobath thing. which i didnt know existed!! so vivi n i tried it out. it was nice. but it'll be better if the water is hotter lol. haha. she nearly fell asleep. we went so high tht we started taking photos n videos. lol. haha but it cant be posted :p it was so fun!!!
at night. we went for dinner. haha and we drank. vivien was ok all along until our final shot. im like. bottoms up. n grub. and after tht her face went all red n all sleepy. she was supposed to come over n sleep. but in the end she went home. haha lol. drunked. n her bro thought tht she went clubbing!! lol haha. he dont trust her. coz she really looked drunk haha. whee. it was a fun day yesterday haha. we planned for next sunday already lol. damn i really have a feeling exams over.





love, vii =).

P.S: HAPPY MOTHERS'S DAY TO ALL MUMMYs




what we could have been, 7:39 PM.
Friday, May 9, 2008

whee~ exams gonna be over soon. yay. feels so happy =)

ok. something happened recently. but i gave up now. val is correct. haha.lol. its like. many
a times. he just cant get it. he choose to believe what he wants n think to a side. i could have just posted another convo. n its like. it'll prove the whole story otherwise. i know many others hates me now. bcoz of him. but i cant explain so much. like. he comes up with something again. n i explain n go against him. we argue. n.. there's just no point. i dont wish to continue this anymore.

it doesnt affect me. i mean it wont kill even if he thinks negative of me n make everyone around him hates me. they'll know me after some time. n if they choose to think of me however just
becoz of what he say but not becoz of what they see.. then. too bad. haha. but nvm!! =) i know i still have friends. so yup. im glad i have u guys.

wa. im so high now over the fact tht exams coming to an end. i love life like tht. no lessons. no stress. no homework n i dont owe mr lim anything.. wakakakakakaka... woohoo. yay. it rocks....

talalalalalalalalala. i went to his blog. n he's really 2 face u know. ee. he started it n he go n scold me. n he say he stopped. what? huh?. hai ok nvm. he's gonna play tennis with eric eh!! haha lol. i think eric is vr cute with his hair down. he looks young lol. :p so! anyway. bosco is soooo cute. im watching wars of in-laws 2 recently. n bosco is so cute.
even though his hair is like. i dunno whats going on. its flat n curls to on side. haha. fu gu feng or something. but he's still cute.

and by any chance is anyone looking forward to the olympics? its like. the glory of all chinese.
but my friends dont seem to care. gahhh. no one is here to be high with me. so sad. i love the olympic songs. esp we are ready. it makes me high whenever im down. as in. guys u should listen to it. i destresses u know. =) jia you. i know alot of u are vr stressed over SA. no worries. its not the O's yet. we still have one more year. relax k? jia you...

jay rocks!! with love,
vii =)

what we could have been, 9:01 PM.
Tuesday, May 6, 2008

ok for this post. i shall blog about a story. on A n B... its the whole conversation which i didnt make any changes..

A: guys can you please spread this message around. does anyone has an extra calculator to lend me tomorrow?

B: er? lol. u lost ur wan. ask C. he will buy for u =P

A: you idiot la. haha. no. and yes i lost mine. gah i'm killing myself here so please don't joke le.

B: lol. it is not really joking if u called me an idiot right? think about it

A: good lo use philosophy on me. hmmm. wa im so stressed. i wrapped myself in my blanket and walk around my house. my dad scold me.

B: u could start by studying and not failing ur exams tmr. and seriously thiank about it. u dun like being called an idiot. unless u are crazy

A: ok ok i'm sorry. so fierce. whatever i need a calculator. ah!

B: err. are u like crazy. i said i am not related to u in the relationship sense. but frens right? so i am giving u crude advice. did u cover ur brain?

A: what is your problem? seriously. you were the one who said that we were friends. like. you are acting weird. and also. i'm not steading with C. -.-

B: lol. does calling a person idiot means anything? seriously lar. u go misread my messages and scold me. u think i ur dog and sit around do nothing. dun kid ur self. u started it and i wun say those stuff if u read the messages properly. and i am not mean. seriously. stp saying all this just because u are wrong.

A: you are so mean. as in mean. if insulting others is a way ou communicate. thats sad. as in. its not funny but it hurts. in case you don't know

B: sure sure. =). i get it idiot is an ok word. sure. hows everything idiot? lol. i said we were not related anymore. get it? lol. seriously. all the misunderstandings.

A: i did not misread your smses. in fact you are the one that always do so. and if you think that you're not im telling you that you are. just like how i am mean now. sometimes you should stop and reflect on yourselve and maybe you really weren't nice. dont always think that people owe you their lives or something dont always think that the fault lies with others. i am sorry for using the word idiot cause i use it all the time but you overreacted.

B said something but i for accidentally delete it when i wanted to open n type opps. anyway A didnt reply to it.

B: lol. i dun blame u if u hate me. but seriousl. all this is because u misunderstood the message/ and i dun think that everyone owes me their lives. i be damn if i owe ur life. and if i misread ur messages. so what. today u misread my message u clear up what u want to with me and dun ignore it. u better clear things up before it gets worse.

... the end. woo hard time typing haha lol so thts the exact conversation which i didnt make any changes to it =)

now B thinks tht A is a horrible person. n tht its A's fault.. i agree tht A was mean but she was puking blood there already. like B is just sooooo.. ahhh. now he emos on msn. n everyone thinks tht A is a *********************************************... gahh..


what we could have been, 4:08 AM.
Friday, May 2, 2008

by any chance do i look like that? no yea?! val keep saying that i have a super big butt!! :( so sad!!!! im quite demoralised recently. therefore i've decided to swim everyday. n if u can tell i kinda gave up on my SA. hai. im weird. but the rest gotta jia you k? there's another reason for u guys to chiong since u have one less competitor =)

anyway zhu yun sad tht im FAT! hao ran/ xin yu says that im SHORT! val says that my BIG butt is so huge that it is haunting her. and he keeps stuffing me with chocolate!! ahhh. im gonna be a piggy soon coz the chocs are soooo nice.. =) thanks ><>

jay chou rocks. once again~~ his qian shan wan shui is stuck in my head. i love him..

and crap. so sad. jamin's mother hates me. she thinks tht im a super evil n bad girl.. ahhhh it feels so bad when the adults think negative of me.. :(



love vii




what we could have been, 1:21 AM.

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