Friday, March 14, 2008
haha. hi guys. erm. yea. i know its been a very very long time since i last blogged cause my previous was hecked. and i kinda got a phobia. LOL :p. anyway. this is my first post!! yeah. clap clap clap.
so.. i should make my first post a happy one yea? =) lets talk about. my year 2008.
a whole new year started. and im in sec 3 this year. many things have changed. and school is really getting stressful. haha. i am really glad and happy to be in my class. cause all of my classmates are nice. although i dont know if they like me. i love them! all of them. our class can be vr united at times. and im really happy to be part of 3G. Mr Tay is the best form coach one can get and i'll thank Mr Lim one day although his class is stressful. or maybe its ME! im a slow learner. man! is there anyway tht can be cured? :( maybe. i should just try and accept the fact. tht horrible and painful fact! lol.
erm. 3 months have passed. and im already used to the pace n all the stuff. i remembered myself crying everyday when i come home cause i cant solve maths. haha. ive made many new friends. and ya. n i kinda met someone "special". lol. still. i wont jump into things. haha. ive learnt the hard way u see.
i went batam!! for CIP. we visited this orphanage. n worked there for 2 days. a;though its just 2 short days. ive learnt alot. and perhaps our orphange is small. we're vr bonded. the orphans are. i do not know how to explain. they are just so nice. n sincere n. im not gd at this. sorry. man! i miss them, i wanted to bring one home. so badly!! if my parents wont mind. lol
there was this girl. tht looked into my eyes. n her eyes sparkled with tears. my god. i was. melted! i cant control myself n i started crying lol. i didnt want to cry in front of them. but im a failure!! i felt vr bad over it. coz they might think tht....... :( man.
and my niece is attending school now. which. made me feel old haha. i saw her when she's just a new born. i was there when she first knew how to speak. n *blink blink*. she's attending school!haha n the main point is!! she has an awesome uniform which i was so envious over. its BEAUTIFUL!! its like those jap comic uniforms. man! wat was i wearing in KND. haha. lol
oh and of course valentines day. haha. it was.. i was touched. haha first time in my life. ya. i shall keep tht confidential lol. and for the whole 15 yrs of my life. i actually went out with a guy ALONE a few days ago!! lol ive gone insane. seriously. im not suspecting tht. haha.
anyway. ya. i guess its too long for a post so i shall post again when im free!! =)
vii :)
so.. i should make my first post a happy one yea? =) lets talk about. my year 2008.
a whole new year started. and im in sec 3 this year. many things have changed. and school is really getting stressful. haha. i am really glad and happy to be in my class. cause all of my classmates are nice. although i dont know if they like me. i love them! all of them. our class can be vr united at times. and im really happy to be part of 3G. Mr Tay is the best form coach one can get and i'll thank Mr Lim one day although his class is stressful. or maybe its ME! im a slow learner. man! is there anyway tht can be cured? :( maybe. i should just try and accept the fact. tht horrible and painful fact! lol.
erm. 3 months have passed. and im already used to the pace n all the stuff. i remembered myself crying everyday when i come home cause i cant solve maths. haha. ive made many new friends. and ya. n i kinda met someone "special". lol. still. i wont jump into things. haha. ive learnt the hard way u see.
i went batam!! for CIP. we visited this orphanage. n worked there for 2 days. a;though its just 2 short days. ive learnt alot. and perhaps our orphange is small. we're vr bonded. the orphans are. i do not know how to explain. they are just so nice. n sincere n. im not gd at this. sorry. man! i miss them, i wanted to bring one home. so badly!! if my parents wont mind. lol
there was this girl. tht looked into my eyes. n her eyes sparkled with tears. my god. i was. melted! i cant control myself n i started crying lol. i didnt want to cry in front of them. but im a failure!! i felt vr bad over it. coz they might think tht....... :( man.
and my niece is attending school now. which. made me feel old haha. i saw her when she's just a new born. i was there when she first knew how to speak. n *blink blink*. she's attending school!haha n the main point is!! she has an awesome uniform which i was so envious over. its BEAUTIFUL!! its like those jap comic uniforms. man! wat was i wearing in KND. haha. lol
oh and of course valentines day. haha. it was.. i was touched. haha first time in my life. ya. i shall keep tht confidential lol. and for the whole 15 yrs of my life. i actually went out with a guy ALONE a few days ago!! lol ive gone insane. seriously. im not suspecting tht. haha.
anyway. ya. i guess its too long for a post so i shall post again when im free!! =)
vii :)
what we could have been, 4:06 AM.
