Friday, July 25, 2008
woooo it was our annual x country today!! haha n i came in 19 this yr. which means i improved by 2 person. n my class won the best class award... GOO 3G. we rock =) congrats girls.
n i tried this brisk walk strategy. it means i brisk walk at the front n chiong at the end but i was very tired anyway. n cross country rocks. like it made me realize how i feel n who are my true friends. i was really very touched n i feel much better after today.
it made me realize tht even if there is a bunch of people that dislikes me. i shouldnt be so troubled. coz there's always another bunch of people who will be on my side. it all depends on how i look at it. during the run zhu yun actually accompanied me n because of tht, i didnt stop. can anyone believe this? i didnt walk!! haha i jogged pacing him. thts y i got in 19 if not i think i'll be like erm... 50... 9? 60? haha lol yup so tht made me really very touched n grateful towards him. thank u. haha it was really vr nice of u.
on my way when i passed by the check points my friends cheered me on which made me realize i have friends!!! haha lol yup i was very happy n enlightened suddenly. hwan n fang kai ran back to cheer us on n sharon n bill actually ran the last bit with me just when i was about to give up. so i must really thank the both of u n seriosly u guys are great!! thank u. so in the end although it was really tiring as in very!! 3.6km =.= but it made me learned how important friendship is n it kinda made n realize how stupid i was to care opf whether ppl like me or not. i really enjoyed the run n i'd like to thank all of u tht ran with me n pushing me down the slope which i nearly died. haha lol
n something really ironic happened after tht. all of us ended up crying really badly... well basically cher started crying coz she was vr disappointed with herself n maybe a little angry? but 1 thing im sure she was really sad coz cher is not those tht cry. n wei ting could understand how upset she will feel n she really feel vr bad for cher. hence ting cried. VERY BADLY. val n i therefore brought her to the toilet n console her n in the end valerie cried coz she felt bad for overtaking cher. n because all of them cried i cried!! haha come to think abt it it was really stupid
i just felt so sad at tht point of time i just couldnt control. like i can understand how upset my friends are n i dont want it to be like tht but theres nothing i can do. i even screamed at ameline haha which was mean but she was meaner. after the race she came in 3rd val n cher came in 4 n 5. n she went to them to apologise!! she said : im sorry k? dont be upset but u tried ur best already. like wth. n tht happened before anyone was crying. n she just kept apologising for winning, with tht super sarcastic tone whish makes us feel horrible. she was totally suaning us n she didnt realize!!! like she might have wanted ppl to congraudulate her but she dunno how so she accidentally said tht. n after tht she felt bad so she apologised even more which made it worst.
while we were at the toilet n val started to cry ameline walked towards her to say sorry in tht tone again so i screamed at her. i went: could u please leave her alone. n she went super pissed with me. but i was really really angry. i felt as if she bullied them. lol. in the end i freaked everyone out coz we were all crying haha. they thought i was unahppy over my position but nope i dont want medal. haha they all fainted when i told them i cried coz my friends were crying lol. ya i know its stupid but i was very angry. but becoz of this i realize how bonded we actually are and even though we had small arguements before tht. this crying thing cured it all.. i know we are weird creatures im sorry.
after tht we went out to kinda celebrated. we watched pormnight which was horrible!!! it freaks u out!!! really!! its like woaw bren n i were literally shivering n i was so afraid like even though i know everyone is gonna die the scary part is u dont know when is the man coming out. i sat beside val which was so stupid of me!!! i go towrds her n she simply push me away n go towards hyuk kee. so im left killing myself haha. n becoz there wasnt anyone hugging me n screamed right into val's left ear haha. now its spoiled. so ppl. next time when u talk to val on the left remember to shout or else she might not hear it haha lol. but anyway im sorry valerie's left ear. i hope u recover soon =) so the movie sucks coz there is no plot n it freaks me out now whenever i walk i have to look left n right.. n behind! oh n we kinda bumped into darryl cuiling n agang like 5 6 7 8 9 times today haha. super coincidence lol. so yup tht marks my cross country!! =) tada.
note to all friends. please do not have this staljker especially on porm night or all of us friends will die :(
n i tried this brisk walk strategy. it means i brisk walk at the front n chiong at the end but i was very tired anyway. n cross country rocks. like it made me realize how i feel n who are my true friends. i was really very touched n i feel much better after today.
it made me realize tht even if there is a bunch of people that dislikes me. i shouldnt be so troubled. coz there's always another bunch of people who will be on my side. it all depends on how i look at it. during the run zhu yun actually accompanied me n because of tht, i didnt stop. can anyone believe this? i didnt walk!! haha i jogged pacing him. thts y i got in 19 if not i think i'll be like erm... 50... 9? 60? haha lol yup so tht made me really very touched n grateful towards him. thank u. haha it was really vr nice of u.
on my way when i passed by the check points my friends cheered me on which made me realize i have friends!!! haha lol yup i was very happy n enlightened suddenly. hwan n fang kai ran back to cheer us on n sharon n bill actually ran the last bit with me just when i was about to give up. so i must really thank the both of u n seriosly u guys are great!! thank u. so in the end although it was really tiring as in very!! 3.6km =.= but it made me learned how important friendship is n it kinda made n realize how stupid i was to care opf whether ppl like me or not. i really enjoyed the run n i'd like to thank all of u tht ran with me n pushing me down the slope which i nearly died. haha lol
n something really ironic happened after tht. all of us ended up crying really badly... well basically cher started crying coz she was vr disappointed with herself n maybe a little angry? but 1 thing im sure she was really sad coz cher is not those tht cry. n wei ting could understand how upset she will feel n she really feel vr bad for cher. hence ting cried. VERY BADLY. val n i therefore brought her to the toilet n console her n in the end valerie cried coz she felt bad for overtaking cher. n because all of them cried i cried!! haha come to think abt it it was really stupid
i just felt so sad at tht point of time i just couldnt control. like i can understand how upset my friends are n i dont want it to be like tht but theres nothing i can do. i even screamed at ameline haha which was mean but she was meaner. after the race she came in 3rd val n cher came in 4 n 5. n she went to them to apologise!! she said : im sorry k? dont be upset but u tried ur best already. like wth. n tht happened before anyone was crying. n she just kept apologising for winning, with tht super sarcastic tone whish makes us feel horrible. she was totally suaning us n she didnt realize!!! like she might have wanted ppl to congraudulate her but she dunno how so she accidentally said tht. n after tht she felt bad so she apologised even more which made it worst.
while we were at the toilet n val started to cry ameline walked towards her to say sorry in tht tone again so i screamed at her. i went: could u please leave her alone. n she went super pissed with me. but i was really really angry. i felt as if she bullied them. lol. in the end i freaked everyone out coz we were all crying haha. they thought i was unahppy over my position but nope i dont want medal. haha they all fainted when i told them i cried coz my friends were crying lol. ya i know its stupid but i was very angry. but becoz of this i realize how bonded we actually are and even though we had small arguements before tht. this crying thing cured it all.. i know we are weird creatures im sorry.
after tht we went out to kinda celebrated. we watched pormnight which was horrible!!! it freaks u out!!! really!! its like woaw bren n i were literally shivering n i was so afraid like even though i know everyone is gonna die the scary part is u dont know when is the man coming out. i sat beside val which was so stupid of me!!! i go towrds her n she simply push me away n go towards hyuk kee. so im left killing myself haha. n becoz there wasnt anyone hugging me n screamed right into val's left ear haha. now its spoiled. so ppl. next time when u talk to val on the left remember to shout or else she might not hear it haha lol. but anyway im sorry valerie's left ear. i hope u recover soon =) so the movie sucks coz there is no plot n it freaks me out now whenever i walk i have to look left n right.. n behind! oh n we kinda bumped into darryl cuiling n agang like 5 6 7 8 9 times today haha. super coincidence lol. so yup tht marks my cross country!! =) tada.
note to all friends. please do not have this staljker especially on porm night or all of us friends will die :(
what we could have been, 2:13 AM.
