Tuesday, September 16, 2008
hai. im down with a vr heavy flu which sucks.. *ah chew*.. the only good thing is tht i get to pon school. but the bad thing is tht im rotting at home... val n ppl dont like to reply to my text. fine~
hmmm.. this morning when i was brushing i choked on my toothpaste n i spit this lump of blood thingy n i freked out. TOTALLY! its like.. scary. but my dad says its ok. i means im recovering its just phlegm thts infected coz my throat is bleeding tht why its bloody so yea. i'll have to trust him =) it was scary lol
hmm n guess what? haha i'd been slacking on my bed n thinking alot. n i was kinda wondering. y am i making myself feel so miserable? haha lol liking someone should be something happy but yea.. i always thought tht since im leaving after sec 4 i should enjoy myself now n do whatever i want before i gotta leave n regret for life. thts y im so daring. but bcoz of this it kinda made things between the both of us weird. LOL we cant even be friends now.. so yea. maybe val is right.
i shall take it as nothing happened n forget about whatever possibilities there is n just move on. wait till i leave n when i finally come back after my studies which i will be around 23. i shall look for him again. n see hows life then. lol. or MAYBE~ alternatively i can find this super cute British guy in england n bring him back to make brenda jealous? :D lol. haha im really crappish. blame it on my flu. but in anyway. we are still too young to talk about all these stuff -.- wth. so everyone lets work hard for FYE or in my case PLAY hard before its too late..
lanterns @ the light up festival ms feng brought us to..
an ultimate way to make ur complexion look flawless super strong lighting!!!
hmmm.. this morning when i was brushing i choked on my toothpaste n i spit this lump of blood thingy n i freked out. TOTALLY! its like.. scary. but my dad says its ok. i means im recovering its just phlegm thts infected coz my throat is bleeding tht why its bloody so yea. i'll have to trust him =) it was scary lol
hmm n guess what? haha i'd been slacking on my bed n thinking alot. n i was kinda wondering. y am i making myself feel so miserable? haha lol liking someone should be something happy but yea.. i always thought tht since im leaving after sec 4 i should enjoy myself now n do whatever i want before i gotta leave n regret for life. thts y im so daring. but bcoz of this it kinda made things between the both of us weird. LOL we cant even be friends now.. so yea. maybe val is right.
i shall take it as nothing happened n forget about whatever possibilities there is n just move on. wait till i leave n when i finally come back after my studies which i will be around 23. i shall look for him again. n see hows life then. lol. or MAYBE~ alternatively i can find this super cute British guy in england n bring him back to make brenda jealous? :D lol. haha im really crappish. blame it on my flu. but in anyway. we are still too young to talk about all these stuff -.- wth. so everyone lets work hard for FYE or in my case PLAY hard before its too late..
lanterns @ the light up festival ms feng brought us to..
an ultimate way to make ur complexion look flawless super strong lighting!!!
what we could have been, 1:19 AM.
