Tuesday, November 24, 2009
wow. my last post was in april..
well, this is the last time im gonna blog about unhappy stuff. erm, firstly i'd like u guys to know that, im actually someone with really low confidence. no matter how confident i appear. haha. n im no longer ashame of it. i will start learning how to express myself. becos suffering in silence is too painful.
alot of stuff happened these few months. i've tasted betrayal, been hurt, felt inferior, seen through, picked up, n woke up. haha. im fine now, n i'd like to thank those who hurt me. bcos it made me grow up. haha i mean, because of this, i will know how to face challenges in future. :) n i treasure all of u! sincerely. i am not angry nor upset. im grateful.
everyone know how much i liked him. im not gonna deny this. haha. but well, perhaps its blessing in disguise. like wat val said. perhaps god wants me to bump into him, to learn tht the world isnt as fairytale as i thought it is. n sometimes, i just dont get things my way. i do feel upset, that im so badly portrayed. but i've done watever i could. n explaining will just make me look like im trying to cover up. if u've trusted me enough, nothing can affect u. right? :) lol
u've taught me well. thank u.
after so much, i've seen who r my true friends n i thank god i have them. life would be so terrible if i hadnt have them. ^^
cheryl, though we've been through sour n conflicts. u're always my sister. i love u! even when u're fierce n bossy~ i still like u. haha. im glad i had u.
val! haha i love u. no words can be used to describe this bond i hv w u ^^ n thank u. for picking me up, putting up w my nonsense. u made a great difference in my life. u helped me alot, in alot of levels. n we're born bakers. woot.
tsunhao! sorry for being so bitchy around u. i cant help it i dunno y. u're really my very good friend i wont forget u for life.
kevin n jose. i'll regret my life if i hadnt been ur neighbour, ur sis, ur friend.
vivien! :)
well, this is the last time im gonna blog about unhappy stuff. erm, firstly i'd like u guys to know that, im actually someone with really low confidence. no matter how confident i appear. haha. n im no longer ashame of it. i will start learning how to express myself. becos suffering in silence is too painful.
alot of stuff happened these few months. i've tasted betrayal, been hurt, felt inferior, seen through, picked up, n woke up. haha. im fine now, n i'd like to thank those who hurt me. bcos it made me grow up. haha i mean, because of this, i will know how to face challenges in future. :) n i treasure all of u! sincerely. i am not angry nor upset. im grateful.
everyone know how much i liked him. im not gonna deny this. haha. but well, perhaps its blessing in disguise. like wat val said. perhaps god wants me to bump into him, to learn tht the world isnt as fairytale as i thought it is. n sometimes, i just dont get things my way. i do feel upset, that im so badly portrayed. but i've done watever i could. n explaining will just make me look like im trying to cover up. if u've trusted me enough, nothing can affect u. right? :) lol
u've taught me well. thank u.
after so much, i've seen who r my true friends n i thank god i have them. life would be so terrible if i hadnt have them. ^^
cheryl, though we've been through sour n conflicts. u're always my sister. i love u! even when u're fierce n bossy~ i still like u. haha. im glad i had u.
val! haha i love u. no words can be used to describe this bond i hv w u ^^ n thank u. for picking me up, putting up w my nonsense. u made a great difference in my life. u helped me alot, in alot of levels. n we're born bakers. woot.
tsunhao! sorry for being so bitchy around u. i cant help it i dunno y. u're really my very good friend i wont forget u for life.
kevin n jose. i'll regret my life if i hadnt been ur neighbour, ur sis, ur friend.
vivien! :)
what we could have been, 7:05 AM.
